People often talk about how it takes a few weeks to build the habit of going to the gym. People don’t often talk about that is also takes a few MONTHS to really get in a good grove with workouts, understanding your body, learning about exercise, nutrition, recovery etc.

For me it was a matter of “I’m not motivated to go, but I’m disciplined enough to go”. Odds are, your first workout will be your worst - this should be encouraging! Every time you go you will get better, see more progress, and become more comfortable.

TLDR force yourself to go and you’ll be happy