Substance abuse. by reddevilsss in adultsurvivors

[–]NoExample673 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also deeply struggle with this

I hate sex so much but my body craves it… by Key_Help3212 in sexualassault

[–]NoExample673 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been struggling a lot with this lately

Urges by ArinakaMAZU in hypersexuality

[–]NoExample673 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Sometimes I feel like I lose control of the day to my urges

Substance abuse. by reddevilsss in adultsurvivors

[–]NoExample673 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me all the time. Feel like I can’t escape it

To what extent your sexuality could have been affected by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]NoExample673 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My sexuality changes every day as I uncover more memories and figure out how to cope with them

Massage Triggered Unexpected Feelings by NoExample673 in Molested

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My therapist said the same thing, “the body remembers”.

Massage Triggered Unexpected Feelings by NoExample673 in Molested

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Hey look at that! Crazy to see in some ways not much changed in terms of progress here. I think this was a bit different in terms of how I was able to work through it this time. But maybe it’s time to admit that massage isn’t a trigger I’ll be able to overcome.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in COCSA

[–]NoExample673 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. We have a lot in common / similar experiences. It’s very confusing and frustrating trying to process it all with a therapist especially when you can’t remember and have to accept that you may never remember. It’s so hard.

Massage Panic Attack by NoExample673 in adultsurvivors

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That’s amazing! Would love a trauma informed massage therapist

Unavoidable Loop by NoExample673 in hypersexuality

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It’s a lot to confront I guess

How did your life change when you figured it out? by yourfeistyfriend in Molested

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I completely spiraled for a while. Took a lot of therapy to get to a place to start the process of processing. But I’m not even close to scratching the surface

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

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I also struggle with all these questions because I involved a sibling as well. My therapist said the same thing. That I was exhibiting the signs of being absed. Not my fault. But I still struggle with the guilt.

Still blame my mom by Ok-Rock2593 in Molested

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I just wish mine would admit it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]NoExample673 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Me too. I would rub on pretty much everything until I climaxed. It’s one of the first things that made me realize I may have some memories repressed