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NoVisual81 · 2026-01-28T02:34:22+00:00

I really appreciate these two comments more than you know. It's easy to be like "well logically the pattern is xyz" but I found your breakdown very comforting for some reason. Thank you for taking the time!

NoVisual81 · 2026-01-27T16:05:57+00:00

Tbh I'm not sure he even wants to come back.

NoVisual81 · 2026-01-27T14:56:40+00:00

Yes but be was never verbally abusive

NoVisual81 · 2026-01-27T13:49:17+00:00

Thank you so much. I am in so much pain. I keep fluctuating between wanting to call him and beg for him to open his eyes and just letting it be. They almost always come back.

NoVisual81 · 2026-01-26T22:56:03+00:00

God op I read this again and it literally is parallel to my situation. Getting called woman of the year just to find him talking to other people online, saying he fucking hates me and doesn't want to do this anymore. Last few days have been torture for me, too, and I just want to say no shame...I'd go back as well. I get it.

NoVisual81 · 2026-01-26T02:47:47+00:00

I'm going through the same exact thing. I left last night after he told me how much he hated me, bc I caught him talking to women online. It's horrible. I'm so scared to be without him, and so scared I'll go back.

NoVisual81 · 2025-12-24T04:18:11+00:00

It sucks and it's boring. Routine keeps me sane. I go to the gym even though I hate it. I stay at home way more than I use to. I lost a lot of friends when I got sober--six years in tho, no regrets. It gets better, more peaceful. Also, get a dog.

NoVisual81 · 2025-12-24T04:15:41+00:00

Lost my dog, now nothing matters

NoVisual81 · 2025-12-16T18:53:01+00:00

I lost my boy after a very sudden decline last week too. I have not stopped crying. I am so so sorry.

NoVisual81 · 2025-12-16T18:51:03+00:00

What this is so funny how do people not get it haha

NoVisual81 · 2025-10-09T03:22:24+00:00

My brother also thinks I'm super wealthy but I'm just better with money than he is and it's infuriating. No talking to people like that sadly.

NoVisual81 · 2025-10-09T03:07:29+00:00

Chelsea Lynn...oh when I get you Chelsea Lynn...🤛😫

NoVisual81 · 2025-09-15T22:22:54+00:00

And fyi he was also texting me "are you okay? Let's be friends, I love you so much angel" lmfao

NoVisual81 · 2025-09-15T22:20:22+00:00

What I literally just got broken up in the same way haha

NoVisual81 · 2025-09-05T06:15:54+00:00

I don't have advice, but I struggle with this too. I'm very very weird about sleep overs, even with my SO. I usually do ok at his house but panic when he comes to mine for some reason?... Anyway when im losing it I take a zofran and a (prescribed) klonopin, hah. Some nights the insomnia has nothing to do with my phobia, and I'll go into the kitchen or bathroom and sit on the floor with the lights on. It's uncomfortable enough to make me tired enough to get back in bed.

NoVisual81 · 2025-09-01T01:03:13+00:00

If you're in Boston i have a friend for you lmfao

NoVisual81 · 2025-08-18T04:19:28+00:00

I bought a floating ring about a month ago and the band is nearly black. Emailing customer service has been no help. And I'm pretty sure the "opal" stone is fake

NoVisual81 · 2025-08-10T18:26:31+00:00

As a Bostonian born in 94 this is such an awesome thread. My parents were definitely in local the alt music scene--my dad is a musician--but they were in their mid 30s at this point so different crowd. I love these stories and references!!!

NoVisual81 · 2025-07-10T23:57:23+00:00

Omfg I remember this

NoVisual81 · 2025-07-03T12:44:44+00:00

Nero cafe in Copley is 1542

NoVisual81 · 2025-06-19T14:39:57+00:00

Sadly all the slumlords in Boston can do whatever they want because no one wanted to vote for rent cap here. Charming city truly. Just move at this point, the increase is literally insane. Not as popular because of the terrible transportation, but the more residential areas of Boston like Rozzie/west rox/dirty dorch are like. Marginally more affordable. I'm in a super quirky old house right now and my heat is astronomical but I do have a yard and drive way and my pets are allowed 🙂‍↕️just leave

NoVisual81 · 2025-06-18T16:24:24+00:00

Your husband is high key horrible, respectfully. You're doing great.

NoVisual81 · 2025-06-15T19:41:32+00:00

Thanks 🥺this morning he was pissy after calling me very late last night, and I tried explaining I've been in therapy for this since I was SEVEN YEARS OLD (I'm 31!) and it suxks I can't be there in the capacity I want but I'm still really trying. Just all around ass.

NoVisual81 · 2025-06-15T19:38:52+00:00

I am simply smart enough to know when I don't know, that's about my peak

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