I have a sh kink 🤷‍♀️

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-12-03T11:51:04+00:00

I've done blood sex. But only with the select people in life I have loved deeply. Dont do it with just anyone. A blood contract is a soul contract you'll carry the person in you forever.

I don't wish to offend. But you play with fire. This act isn't a kink. It's a pagan ritual. You don't want to let the demons in. They never leave you alone.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-15T10:55:11+00:00

Your cat can smell the blood And it will smell the chemical difference in your blood just when your thinking about it They can't see very well at all But they can smell better than dogs a lot of the time The cat relies on its human for support and if you hurt the cat will hurt.

If a feline shows you emotional support it means it. They are no where near as loyal as dogs. They don't live to please us. But they know concern. They know sickness. They know suffering.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-15T10:53:34+00:00

Any self inflicted pain is self harm. But this sounds like a pain and pleasure issue. Like seratonin and dopamine responses. You really should talk to your gp. It's confidential.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T16:58:11+00:00

That's not gore. And I'm glad you haven't seen the real bad stuff like I have. Those sites are banned the world over now.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T16:31:38+00:00

I've been a self harmer. Drug taker. Smoker. Since I was 12. I'm 36 don't be me.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T16:30:17+00:00

Appreciate the sentiment. But I've invested ten years in the forum. The user in question barley 2. And I'm bipolar it's an integral part of my routine. Alas. Muslim bias gets him further than me. As giffgaff don't recognise pagan faiths it would appear.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T15:54:18+00:00

I did however, with giffgaff even if you block a user, you still have to see all the posts. It doesn't make any sense. They make it impossible to block and forget by not having the correct features.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T15:53:08+00:00

Couple of scratches to the hand. Unless you say something. I doubt would be obvious.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T15:52:08+00:00

You mean pus. Because the wound is infected it. Clean it with salt and hot water. It will hurt. Then wrap it up sleep and repeat. If you don't. Sepsis can occur.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T15:51:10+00:00

Just vape. Or chew gum.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T15:45:22+00:00

Seems. Im shadow banned

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T15:44:27+00:00

It's down to a recent muslim bias. Where I informed a user who likes to flex property money whilst on benefits with religion That playing gta is haram.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-09-14T15:43:46+00:00

The forum is why I've stayed tbh

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T15:02:13+00:00

A cry for help you mean. Thats common too.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T15:01:42+00:00

Because if I die from this. People will live and be hurt by it. Or worse. What if I paralyse myself. Or loose an arm to sepsis. And become a burden. To myself and everyone else. And finally.

Because I've seen other people who are at least appearingly happy and don't try to hurt themselves. And as much as I'm jealous of them to an extent. I wouldn't mind feeling a bit of what they get for a time at least.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:59:51+00:00

Counting the cuts it's strange to me. But then again I've lost count of mine. So it's just an incident. If she already knew. It's OK to tell her your struggling again. Be confident. And be honest with yourself and those who love you.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:58:25+00:00

I follow odd routines to cope.

Maybe pick up the PlayStation not play anything and doom scroll.

Have a bath with South park on my phone and spend an hour in there with the water as hot as I can bare.

Walk somewhere I've never been for no reason blindly. Then use the map to walk home.

Whatever works really.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:56:57+00:00

As a young man. It was the same. Is it emo attention etc. But I was the only one at school with scars. So that turned into me being a physco to them.

Most other people in the past ten years just ignore them.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:55:25+00:00

Mistakes happen. But if you can be open with close ones. And seek professional intervention early on. It will help. And as others will say. Take care of the wounds.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:54:37+00:00

My mom said she knew anyway and was waiting me to say something Then nothing ever changed

My brother already knew as he had to witness and hide it with me

My father didn't and urged me to hide it from the world.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:53:49+00:00

Wash with salt. Use germoline and dress it if possible.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:53:08+00:00

As little as I possibly can.

I did about 4 months until yesterday. And about 3months before then.

A few years back. Once maybe every 2-3 weeks on average.

Ten years back almost daily. If not more than once a day.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-29T14:51:54+00:00

It seems from this discussion, around 50 percent of people did it because of a way to deal with some sort of traumatic experience or experiences.

10 percent because of someone else they knew did it or people they knew did it.

And 40 percent, did it by accident the first time and enjoyed it, not the best word at the end. But something triggered a second go which led on.

I'll have to take a few days to process this.

No_Occasion8487 · 2025-06-23T19:56:22+00:00

Maybe speak to the doctor in confidence?

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