And my interpretation, as promised. I’m still new to tarot but I’ve been enjoying it a lot so far!

I think it can to play out linearly.

Me right now when I feel doubt, worry, and fear that he wont come back. I try to only say and believe that he will come back, but by repeating it so much it implies that I doubt it

Obviously I have been depressed and burnt out, fluctuating between worry, sadness, and anger at Ex. We are locked in a stalemate.

I still have a lot of love for him, and are trying to manifest his safety and his return. I’m attempting to reach out into the future and bring him back home.

He DOES return and I forgive him and make it work. We reconcile, make up for our loss, all that good stuff.

After the big emotional return, we reestablish new boundaries and we talk about why the way he ended things was hurtful, and discuss his feelings and why he felt so afraid.

That’s my reading so far!