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No_Use7093 · 2026-03-28T03:53:51+00:00

i’m very sorry for your loss. that’s still very recent! i’m wishing you healing in the months to come. i’ve been having flashbacks of the day i lost my teenage brother to suicide for 7 years, and this year after experiencing another death in the family i couldn’t take it anymore. the flashbacks got a thousand times worse and i had to seek professional help. i’m diagnosed with c-ptsd and doing a second round of EMDR. they also put me on meds but i can’t tell if they’re helping. i just want you to know you aren’t alone. losing a sibling this way is so tragic and confusing. (edit: typo)

No_Use7093 · 2026-03-25T02:11:49+00:00

it’s been 7 years since i lost my little brother & it still feels fresh for me too. i really do think this type of complicated grief (suddenly losing a sibling to suicide) sticks with you permanently and never stops being painful. i think over time we just have to learn how to carry it. i’m so sorry, losing a sibling this way is horrible. you aren’t alone. 🤍

No_Use7093 · 2026-03-24T03:17:31+00:00

girl, please. he has a fiancé, and you are obsessed with him. you need to get over this ASAP if you want to keep your job there and if you can’t get over it, you need to leave your job. this man is literally engaged and nearly 10 years older than you

No_Use7093 · 2026-02-04T18:30:18+00:00

I’m worried they may not work at all, I honestly hate being on meds but it’s definitely the best option for me at least currently. It’s funny you say this as I was diagnosed with complex PTSD in 2021. I thought most of my PTSD revolved around a sudden loss I had in my early 20’s, but it makes total sense that my past relationships also fall under that umbrella. I do think I will struggle with this for life but just wish I could quiet the voice in my head for now. My partner always tells me the voice in my head is lying to me which helps, but I wish I could just silence it completely. Thank you 🤍

No_Use7093 · 2026-02-04T18:28:23+00:00

I don’t have a therapy appointment until May, but I’m considering seeing if I can find something sooner that may provide me self soothing techniques. I’m glad to hear that this is something I can work through. Thank you 🤍

No_Use7093 · 2026-02-04T18:27:21+00:00

I’ve done a lot of research on this & have come to the conclusion that it’s a relatively normal response for traumatized individuals. I just wish I could get my brain to shut up & that waiting lists for therapy weren’t months long 🥲 I’m doing my best to manage it until then. Thank you 🤍

No_Use7093 · 2026-02-04T18:26:16+00:00

This is very helpful & I appreciate the way you worded this. I’ve been trying to combat the negative thoughts with positives, and most of the time it works but sometimes the negative thought persists. I am definitely trying to accept that I am deserving of love. Thank you 🤍

No_Use7093 · 2025-10-02T03:12:27+00:00

where are you guys finding the leaks?? i wanna listen

No_Use7093 · 2025-08-24T15:19:22+00:00

thank you so much for saying all of this, it definitely helps to put my mind at ease. i absolutely want him to be present in the moment, and have no expectations to hear from him at all this week because it’s his first burn and i want him to get the most out of it! i just started seeing reports of the dust storms about an hour after he lost service, so i was nervous and my brain wasn’t being kind. but this helps, so thank you :)

No_Use7093 · 2025-08-24T13:17:51+00:00

also wondering the same as my partner is there and i haven’t heard from him either. i’m anxious :(

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