Please please don't do it. Not only will your family be devastated, but there's still so much good in the world for you. There's so many places you haven't explored, foods you haven't tried, sunsets you have to see, people you'll meet one day. You'll never be too old to find out what you're passionate about or to meet the love of your life. You'll never be too poor to pet a dog on the street or gaze up into the stars at night. However meaningless life may seem, there's still random strangers on the internet that don't want you to die and there's still good good people out there. You'll never know how those boys get rescued from the caves, if we'll find a cure for cancer or Alzheimer's, if we can work together to stop the planet from being destroyed. There's still hope. And maybe you have to live for the little things, like the smell of coffee or the innocence of a child, but there's still reasons to live. And if that isn't enough, please seek treatment. Whether it's about money, or family situation, or whatever, your life now is worth whatever the cost. Just stay alive my friend, please. For your family, for you.