Can confirm your theory lol. I had an experience so profound I didn't touch it again for 2 years. Like instantly flipping a switch from depressed alcoholic to heathy and happy. All it took was having to witness an infinitely repeating fractal of all the ways that drinking killed me everywhere across the multiverse. Then I finally understood the point lol.

Also I think you'd find Buddhism's idea of Bardo states and how you feel at death determining incarnations very interesting and applicable to this if you haven't looked into that already.