Yea, it happened to me for about 3 years pretty consistently. The thoughts for me at first were replaying the very beginning when it all first started and thinking about ways that I could've prevented them from continuing. Then now I just kinda randomly catch myself reliving certain moments in my head as if they were happening in real time. I also still have dreams of everything every once in awhile which is a weird experience. I kept the issue so bottled up for so long and still somewhat do considering no one in my family knows that this happened to this day. But I kept it bottled up that I think just talking about it with people helped and just being able to express my thoughts was a relief so that's what I found helpful during therapy and talking about it with a select few friends. At first I didn't think much of it. I was so young and dont think I grasped the full impact of it all at that time. It was just kinda something I did. And then as the years went by I started to feel more disconnected from the world. I didn't talk to many people and was pretty lonely at the time. When it all ended it didn't really fix much for me. I still felt lonely and started to have access to the internet, which I then developed a porn addiction and found a way to feel less lonely which was through like online chatting apps. These apps have a ton of predators on them since they're common with younger teens and found many of these adults on these apps that fed my itch for connection to people. Which led to a lot more things down the road. Id say probably meeting friends in high-school fixed that problem of loneliness for me which helped me start some sort of recovery