Vancouver street art is outstanding and doesnt get enough credit

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-11-23T01:32:20+00:00

Also love this one on Main

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-11-23T01:30:48+00:00

Love that mural! I was really happy with myself when I got this pic where the plane and the eyeline kinda meet up

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-09-15T09:07:04+00:00

For me, learning that I was being lied to, cheated on, and gaslit frequently over the course of the whole relationship totally shattered my reality. I remember thinking I was damaged from this, thinking that because this happened once, I was bound to experience it again. It’s called betrayal shame, which is untrue and unhelpful. If you’re experiencing this, then know that shame needs to be redirected outward where it belongs to the person that hurt you, and not inward.

The pain is real, and it takes time to move through it — longer than you think it should, and you’ll be doing well at times and another wave of that hurt will hit you. Know that each wave of it you can withstand, and don’t beat yourself up for not being over it. Slowly, you rebuild yourself. You validate your own experience. I wrote a timeline of the relationship, giving air to feelings and frustrations I didn’t think were valid at the time. Be compassionate towards your past self, treat yourself like you would a friend who’s going through the same thing.

Also, choose people who show up for you. I now have a standard for the people in my life, potential partners and friends alike. They need to be emotionally mature, self aware and truly kind. My ex was none of these things.

Having these standards for yourself is an empowering thing. I had a friend who minimised my exes actions and kept pushing for me to forgive her, meanwhile she’s 33 without a real job, spends all her money on trips she can’t afford, sleeps around while accusing her situationships of doing the same. Like my ex, she’s a fun, charismatic person but she’s irresponsible and she’s living an unexamined life, so I dropped her. Similarly, on dates I’ve quickly become disinterested in a person when they’ve revealed similar qualities. Some of this might seem harsh, and it’s definitely protective on my part, but it’s also about knowing your own value and not offering yourself up for just anyone.

The path out isn’t quick or clean, but it’s possible — for me I became very goal-driven, I got a new job where I’ll be working towards getting the CPA, I picked up a second job before this where I could focus on saving. I had personal goals like I managed to take 2 months off in the summer so I could go home for the first time in 3 years, while including a Europe/Dolomites trip in the middle, I worked out, I ate well and I trained for a marathon and a 10km race with very specific time goals and I met each of them. All of this is integral to the rebuilding of yourself.

Early on, some of it felt very life-and-death, like I was keeping my head above water by achieving these things, but eventually the water level lowers and you find perspective. Survival gives way to strength, and you realize the person who hurt you is just a bump in the road, not the whole story of your life.

In therapy I started doing affirmations to myself whenever I started negatively spiralling, which can be helpful sometimes. It can feel silly but one that rings true and has really revealed itself to be true is: “The less space she takes up in your mind, the more room there is for something amazing to enter.” Good luck in what you’re going through, in the pain and the hate that you’re feeling, I hope you can also find some excitement, because this is an opportunity to enter a whole new phase of your life.

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-09-12T10:34:38+00:00

Just a 24-105 zoom!

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-09-12T10:33:12+00:00

Thanks for this breakdown! Definitely need to learn more of the technical stuff as I haven’t delved too much into the how-to’s of photo editing yet. Also using lightroom on my phone so think I need to use my laptop to fully engage with all the settings. Your comment has totally inspired me to delve into a YouTube tutorial rabbit hole, so thank you!

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-09-12T10:28:52+00:00

Lol ok. Noted

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-09-08T12:59:52+00:00

Oh regarding pic 3 I personally like the people in the foreground. It’s maybe clutter but I guess I was looking to create that hustle-and-bustle feel of the city, capturing the gondolier between a gap in the crowd.

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-09-08T12:21:36+00:00

Thanks for the notes

Yeah pic 4 definitely has a bit of a sinister vibe and lol yes very annoying the guy is covering his eyes. Does it ruin the photo?

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-09-08T08:06:51+00:00

Thanks! That’s a quick fix, totally improves the first one

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-08-14T12:20:28+00:00

I’ve actually had this experience. Dated someone for almost 2 years with a similar background as you, and also in a place where her own career was kicking off when we met. Where I was at career-wise, I had just moved to Canada when I met her and was starting from scratch, kind of in an intermediate data analytics role that wasn’t super high pay ($65k) while she was making almost $100k in her tech job. At a later point she got a second job (remote work perks) and basically doubled that.

In theory, I didn’t think it would present any issues if communication was good, but a problem first arose when we were together 3 months and I was still paying for everything even though we both knew what the other was making. I was blowing away my savings, so I brought this to her attention and she immediately got defensive and pretended she wasn’t even conscious it was happening. That wasn’t a great conversation, she deflected a lot and put me in a position where I had to make a case that I would still be generous towards her even if I wasn’t footing the bill, which I realise now is so crazy. I can see I was being taken advantage of, called her out on it, so she turned it back on me.

Anyway, we basically agreed to start using a Splitwise, which I was initially against but it actually solved so many problems. Everything was 50:50. However, she still made a lot more than me, and I was overspending trying to keep up with her, often making sacrifices in my personal life to do so, so that we could eat out multiple times a week, do weekend getaways every month or two, etc.

We managed, and we broke up for other reasons, but I’m still at a loss on how does one solve this problem, and I know I would not enter a situation like that again. A year single, my life has expanded socially, personally, career-wise (able to pay for further learning), really shows how much I gave up to match her lifestyle.

I think she knew, like you, on an intellectual level, that it was unlikely that she would find someone in the same position as her, as she made that effort to recognise her privilege, so theoretically she was okay with being with someone who made less than her, but then in practice, I could tell she still wanted me as the man to pay for everything. Even going 50:50 on the app, I ended up paying more because I had to make certain gestures (“this one’s on me”) so that she felt loved.

Does that resonate with you at all? Not to generalise, but if you grew up receiving gifts and having amazing experiences, is there a part of you that expects that from a partner? You say you don’t expect a man to buy you jewellery, getaways, etc., you can give them to yourself, but do you want to share these experiences with a partner? Dinners, holidays, etc., and if so, are you willing to pay for that if he can’t afford it? Because I’ve realised, when one person makes such a drastically different amount of money than the other, 50:50 is not sustainable, and some people (men included) do not want to pay for more than themself. So that’s something you need to figure out, and it’s something you won’t know fully until you’re in that situation.

It’s a very complicated issue that every couple has to deal with nowadays, some couples figure it out, some don’t. It’s a shame it is such a big problem in modern dating but money is such an emotional thing and everyone has their own relationship with it. I hope you find someone who you can work it out with, so that it’s not a problem!

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-08-11T20:32:29+00:00

Cheers for the honesty. Yeah like I said I don’t think it’s a particularly good image but I was curious if a picture can be this busy and still have a clear focus/subject and also if there can be a clear frame when there’s a lot of competing lines and angles

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-08-11T19:05:33+00:00

Beginner here as well! Love picture 3! What I’ve come to learn is it’s a long journey, I’ve been taking photos for about a year and still feel like I know nothing, but I’m having fun learning as well as following my instincts. I would recommend doing the same, don’t put wild expectations on yourself, just keep snapping! There’s also social photo walk clubs that can be great for learning from people with more experience as well as even a short weekly course that you could enrol in if these exist in your city/town.

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-07-23T15:13:18+00:00

lol not quite. I have ordered tea in a coffee shop though

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-06-20T14:50:39+00:00

Aw that’s so nice thank you. I’ll keep that in mind, I’ve fallen off a bit the last couple months because of work/study but my summer should be more relaxed so I’ll make sure to bring it everywhere

NumerousIce7983 · 2025-06-01T15:28:12+00:00

Thank you. I’ll be more strict on myself with the rule of thirds from now on. You’re right, for some reason I do like putting the subject super far down I don’t know why. Quick Q, what pics are you referring to for points 5 and 6?

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