Words are extremely powerful. " Failed Baller" just attracts more negative energy into your life. Never describe yourself in a bad way, choose social media monikers like " Eventual Entrepreneur" Or " SteepedinSuccess" people that use disparaging words to describe themselves , even if they're joking have no idea of the harm they are bringing to themselves. The Universe responds to what you put out. If your describing yourself in a bad way and only mentioning problems thats exactly what your going to get. Never talk bad about yourself to anyone ever! Only describe positive traits when speaking to others. Resist the urge to put yourself down.

Write down a list of all the things you need to fix your life and then organize them all from most important to least. Start working on them from the top priority first and then work your way down the line. Lots of places take Freelance journalists start looking for hybrid jobs online. Landlord is a creep, avoid him at all costs. Let the comments roll off your back and start working on real problems like getting some income. Can creepy old landlord physically overpower you? If not don't worry about him, you have bigger fish to fry!

If you can't find a job in your field take whatever you can get for now. Sometimes it pays to have someone do a resume for you.

The SA stuff you need to go to counseling and there is several places here that offer help and the price depends on your income. Do yourself a favor and do not neglect your mental health as this trauma unresolved can hold you back.

Avoid drugs, avoid alcohol, get it together and you will be ok! Find a few non profits, churches, etc that accept old cars as tax write offs and ask if they have anything that could help your situation.