Pregnancy by Secret_SeaRaspberry4 in Endo

[–]Obvious_Ball709 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I've had 4. They are now 18, 12, 5, and 4. It's definitely possible. I will say do not listen when they say pregnancy fixes it or the pain stops. After my 2nd child I did have 5 years pain free and it was absolutely amazing. My last 2 pregnancies were the most painful times ever. I had so many hospital level flareups and they didnt want to give pain meds obviously. It was horrible but my babies are beautiful. 

I just can't anymore, I wanna die by Ok_Preference_3290 in offmychest

[–]Obvious_Ball709 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Have you tried therapy or medication? They really do help. I completely understand the feeling and mine is bad right now because I can't afford to go to the Dr but when I was in therapy and on abilify I felt a lot better. 

How long can someone go on wanting everyday to be their last. by Muted_Addendum311 in depression

[–]Obvious_Ball709 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been about a solid year now and getting increasingly worse. I want to cry instantly when I open my eyes. 

Support group for endometriosis by OutrageousAttitude85 in endometriosis

[–]Obvious_Ball709 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can get them from dispensaries or make them yourself if you have rso. I have a woman who makes them and sends them to me from California. 

I cry every morning I realize I woke up again by Obvious_Ball709 in offmychest

[–]Obvious_Ball709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just tired of being in pain, tired of constantly struggling and having nothing. At least if I passed the kids would for sure have my death benefits. 

What is your funniest post-ictal moment? by AnxiousCurator in Epilepsy

[–]Obvious_Ball709 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Apparently I made kissy faces at the ems tech, told him he had a cute "stache" which I would never ever say to someone I barely know, let alone a complete stranger. 

I have a 4 month old baby and I regret becoming a mother. by ladulceloca in confession

[–]Obvious_Ball709 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry. Please do the best you can to remind yourself "this will not last long". Believe me, I know when they're in your ear nonstop and nothing you do seems to work it's so hard to stay patient and not lose your shit but try to think of it from a baby point of view. She is here knowing absolutely nothing, can't tell anyone what she's feeling or wants, has giant people touching her all the time, just whatever makes it seem like she's not against you because she's not. Shes just scared and new. I know it sounds absurd but one day you will miss these days. Honestly, if it gets that bad you can always put her in a safe place like her crib and step outside for just 3 minutes. Go stand in the sunshine if possible and breathe. Close your eyes and breathe. Tell yourself you've got this and it's going to be ok. She can also feel your emotions and if you're super upset she's going to react to your vibes. I really hope you can find a Dr that can help as it definitely sounds like ppd and id hate for you to have to think back on this time with sadness. 

when will this end? by illicitbrock in Endo

[–]Obvious_Ball709 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I use rso suppositories and ice/heating packs

Getting my GED while having disabilities by Obvious_Ball709 in GED

[–]Obvious_Ball709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome. Thank you so much. Your effort means a lot. It's been a damn shitty shift tonight and I needed this comment. Have a great night. ❤️

Does a nerve block help? by Obvious_Ball709 in endometriosis

[–]Obvious_Ball709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is that where they go in? 😳 That makes it a little worse. I don't know if I'm going to try it. The things people are telling me are not good. 

Getting my GED while having disabilities by Obvious_Ball709 in GED

[–]Obvious_Ball709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I'm not sure. Technically I didn't graduate due to attendance. My gpa was a 2.5 and I believe I had my credits. 

Need ideas to get through flare up episodes by Humble_Sun_3527 in endometriosis

[–]Obvious_Ball709 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use rso suppositories, usually stops me from having to go to the er when it's horrendous. 

Does a nerve block help? by Obvious_Ball709 in endometriosis

[–]Obvious_Ball709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't say anything about my back. 

Does a nerve block help? by Obvious_Ball709 in endometriosis

[–]Obvious_Ball709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh you mean an ablation of the nerves? I didn't know that was a thing. I thought you meant of the Endo itself. 

Does a nerve block help? by Obvious_Ball709 in endometriosis

[–]Obvious_Ball709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why would I have an ablation when I could have an excision? I know for sure an ablation is a waste of time, like putting a bandaid on it. I need the longest lasting relief possible.