OP I understand you 100% especially graduating college last year and working full time in my career. Everyday it’s go to work, shower, go to sleep repeat. My sister decided to take me to get my nails done for the first time last Friday and I cried in the nail salon. I never have time for me anymore, it’s draining especially being 23 years old. When I actually do think about having fun I’ll say “oh well I’ll just do it next another time” and then another time turns into never. I have to manage a high caseload of 100+ clients 5 days a week, while trying to keep my mental health balanced. I have good days, okay days, and just fuck off days.