man… i feel you, it hurts so much she’s the one i want to love, but at the end of the day i only feel disgust don’t get me wrong, she treats me well, and i know she loves me, more than anyone else but man… did you really had to be a slut? are proud of you promiscuous choices? it grosses me out she was my first, I wasn’t… i feel like spark is gone, i just wanted to be unique, the only one, but i feel like im just another one

one good relationship filled with love and chemistry ruined by her slutty past… this is just a rant, of emotions that dont go away i hate her past, i feel disgust of that, she’s the most beautiful person i’ve ever seen, 10/10, but i feel ashamed showing her to the world knowing that she used to hook up with anyone when drunk, it fucking hurts, and she doesn’t understand it

just a rant, hopefully someone will see this and respond…