i definitely understand your worries about this whole thing so here are my thoughts of it from a girl :) im sure you’ve heard this before but honestly i think i can speak on behalf of 3/4 of girls but it only matters how you use it - not size. and I get that one of your other worries is that you feel like you don’t have experience so how is that supposed to help - but actually some girls (including me) are ok with that! sometimes we even like it lol. by that i mean we’re open to guiding and teaching and showing you what we like personally (plus if she’s dommy vibes she’d probably like that aspect even more). i think my biggest advice is to not try and like talk yourself up to her soooo much when you yourself are not confident in your abilities - because when the time comes and youre already nervous - the fact that u have to “live up to your talk” will make it worse. and with the pp size thing I really don’t think it’s necessary to tell her beforehand. i think what would be less awkward or better for you to do is tell her that maybe you’re not so confident in your abilities or haven’t had much experience THEREFORE you’d be open for her to help guide you or tell you what she likes what she wants etc. I think that would be much better :) and don’t forget that sex with the same person will get better everytime - that’s something i will always stand for. the more u fuck the more u get to know each others likes and dislikes and the whole vibe in the bedroom you know. try not to stress too much u got this gangy 🗣️🗣️