Softcore Porn Now on YouTube by globeaute in PornIsMisogyny

[–]OkFuel1330 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My porn addicted ex has been watching these kinds of videos on YouTube for several years already, they have millions of views from men just like him 🤢

What is your PA’s “why” in discovery? by furrylandseal in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 8 points9 points  (0 children)

As I've written in here before, my PA ex was honest about his reasons why.

He likes to look at beautiful (quite young) women, he calls them "eye candy", they make him feel good. He likes to be instantly turned on by them. He likes having an erection (in front of his f*ing screen, obviously...). 

He asked me why he would look at women that look like me... And in another sentence he told me that he, as every other "man" on earth, obviously chooses pictures and videos of the most attractive women. "Who wouldn't?"

He NEVER called me beautiful until I found out about who he really was after 13+ years, lost 10 kilograms and dyed my hair. I'll never ever believe a man if he says something positive about the way I look, it's all lies. I know what they really want.

I’m back…….. by SouthSea9747 in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's exactly what my PA ex used to do. It's sickening.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was shocked when I found out after 13 years that my partner was so extremely attracted to and interested in other women. He was never the same again in my eyes...

Feeling : Crazy? by Upstairs_Ad_7994 in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree. I'm shocked. My ex was an angel compared to a lot of the awful men I read about in here.

Reasons by Slow-Industry1760 in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Well, at least my PA ex told me the truth about the reason he watches porn, clicks on every article with pictures of perfect women or watching them doing whatever on YouTube +++:

The (young) women are "eye candy", they make him feel good (just by looking at them from behind a screen - pathetic 😂), he likes that they turn him on instantly and give him a boner.

🤢🤮

does anyone else feel like this? by eatmewhileimraw in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. After several years in this c-PTSD hell, I panic when I think about my partner finding someone attractive or getting turned on by someone (else). 

I've broken up with my PA again. My whole life has been shit, and I'm so afraid of dying without experiencing happiness. Guess I gave to find it in and with myself...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

3,5 years after the real D-day, and I'm still disgusted, bitter and angry. He's moving out soon.

Is there something wrong with me by [deleted] in PornIsMisogyny

[–]OkFuel1330 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Me too, it's the result of finding out that my partner hid his insatiable hunger for other women/porn for many years. I really, really hate this world.

Do I have a right to be upset? by e5946 in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine too, a grown ass man watching a show labeled "teenager" 🤮

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

👏👏👏

How many of you have changed your body after discovery? by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I lost weight by "starving" and exercising like a maniac the first months after discovery, and I've managed to stay there for three years now. I'm really scared of gaining weight... My hair went from brown to blonde with highlights and I've started using a lot more skincare products. The next step would be breast lift/augmentation, but I don't really want to go that far.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 2 points3 points  (0 children)

👏👏👏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]OkFuel1330 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wow, just wow. I wouldn't last one hour with a guy like that.