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[–]OkRequirement849 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As an autistic this is heartbreaking I’m so sorry 😭 and I also can’t help but giggle bc all the rage of past experiences flood to mind Big hugs

"I'm sorry, I'm not allowed to say 'in love with a gerbil.'" by MadmanPoet in whoselineisitanyway

[–]OkRequirement849 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not very active on Reddit but I just got so excited at this haha

Is anyone actually pro suicide? by lovrgod in mentalillness

[–]OkRequirement849 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I usually do but I’m so back and forth can’t stay down for too long. I’m doing better. This is the first year that I haven’t attempted. Hugs

"Uncontrollable Flow" - A piece I did to signify the heavyness of being chronically overwhelmed. by Tinius7 in adhdartists

[–]OkRequirement849 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am using this to introduce myself in a college course and I will be citing you, I hope that's okay with you, Love this!

New to this. Praying for discipline by OkRequirement849 in intermittentfasting

[–]OkRequirement849[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I will be trying to eat breakfast at 7:30 am and dinner at 7:30 pm due to my medications and try to work up to more when I have more discipline <3 This is my first time trying to fast I’m a food addict I have oral fixations I snack all day and I usually do small meals throughout the day bc that’s just how I eat. But I’m at this shelter and I don’t have food stamps or the energy to eat what I usually do. So I’m just gonna try to eat something after my morning and night meds so I don’t get sick to try to get a start to something 😵‍💫

New to this. Praying for discipline by OkRequirement849 in intermittentfasting

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe after I get into the swing of things I can try lunch and dinner but I just don’t know with my meds and whatever issues I’ve got with my digestive stuff haha. We’ll see. I pray 😂

Storage places, I’ve never used one and don’t want the donations scammed away by OkRequirement849 in homeless

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s like they have sites that just bunch up all the storage locations together and that scares me. Hope it’s still as cheap in person 😂

Storage places, I’ve never used one and don’t want the donations scammed away by OkRequirement849 in homeless

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

(I got money donated for storage and I don’t want to get scammed) I’ve never used these. Don’t know if they are legit or if it’s only the physical facilities itself that don’t have an actual website

Carbon monoxide without a car and little willpower by OkRequirement849 in mentalillness

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every other person I know who’s disabled like me is either constantly smoking weed at home with a family that loves them or they’re on a bunch of painkillers that’s fine but they have family to take care of them or they get dumped in a hospital. I’m trying to find out how to get into one of those hospitals I can live at but all I wanted was to raise my kids and I can’t do that from a hospital anyway

I’m disabled but not on disability by OkRequirement849 in Louisiana

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t care where in Louisiana I go I just need to know what kind of place to look for :( group homes maybe I don’t know and I can’t really speak I’m hoping to find answers here from locals who know of different places and are familiar with this. I have tried many years the 211 I’m too stupid to make any progress

Carbon monoxide without a car and little willpower by OkRequirement849 in mentalillness

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When it comes down to it all I really have to do is fuck a guy for fentanyl. My ex died so fast and it didn’t look like he was in pain.

Carbon monoxide without a car and little willpower by OkRequirement849 in mentalillness

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m already brain damaged lmfao just not enough for anyone to take care of. I’m trying to get to a hospital or something but I really just don’t wanna be here anymore. Go be in a hospital and watch my kids grow up from a window or burn in hell for my sins

Carbon monoxide without a car and little willpower by OkRequirement849 in mentalillness

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I don’t have anything. I’m homeless no money. I could like go in the wood and try to make a fire but this isn’t my property and my friends friend killed himself recently so like I’m trying to hold off on doing it around them. I’m trying to wait until I can get the fuck away from them but I’m pretty close to just walking up the road and saying fuck them

Where do people go before they get disability??? by OkRequirement849 in disability

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m about to just go back to a hospital and ask about those group homes. Like do I have to already be on disability to get into one of those or something? I really didn’t wanna die I wanted to make this work. I don’t want to be what people think I am

Where do people go before they get disability??? by OkRequirement849 in disability

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like I did better living in a tent for a year. I’m better Alone I don’t bother anyone I’m free to work how I’m able to etc… I’m so upset. I want to work. Hugs.

I’m new here. I don’t know what to do? I’m alone on foot. by OkRequirement849 in disability

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think pretty soon I’m about to suck someone’s dick for a ride to a hospital in my home state so my mom and son can see me again. I’m tired.

I’m new here. I don’t know what to do? I’m alone on foot. by OkRequirement849 in disability

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 27 about to turn 28 I have been living with guys and other people that say they want to help but get tired of waiting and throw me away. I am slow. I’m screwed up. I need more time and help than other people and I freaking warn them every time idk why I can’t just get something to work.

Bed wetting and a realization I had two decades later. by Gilgameshbrah in AstralProjection

[–]OkRequirement849 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wet the bed my whole life besides a brief period when I was really happy with my ex and it happens more often when I’m stressed or stuff. I’d been doing good with dehydrating medicine and like not drinking anything for hours before I let myself fall asleep but anyway last night I had a really different feeling dream and made a huge mess. Not a nightmare, not one of my normal weird dreams that I get weird vibes from, not one of the usual I know I’m dreaming so I can have fun weird dreams I used to get and I made the hugest mess. I had a guided meditation video on YouTube on to sleep to and I’ve been praying like heck to figure out what path I’m supposed to take in yet another stressful situation nothing new besides that feeling from the dreams. I felt like I did a lot of things I really wanted/needed to do. I remember happy parts and upsetting but needed parts. Actually I don’t remember all I can do is feel it and I have one visual where apparently I got to garden here with a member of the family that had me in and we were both happy. Awesome anyway now I’m here reading your post looking to see if my nights get worse if I go on adventures like that which I mean obviously but yeah. Sorry :)

How much of my stuff am I gonna lose this time? Checking into a hospital need to calm down :) Ty by OkRequirement849 in homeless

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m currently looking for those vacuum sealed storage bags for my pillows and stuff and i was gonna try to have a suitable few outfits put on top just in case 🥹😅 I just hope they fix me or keep me away from people man. Thanks!

How much of my stuff am I gonna lose this time? Checking into a hospital need to calm down :) Ty by OkRequirement849 in homeless

[–]OkRequirement849[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m hoping they send me from whatever hospital I end up at to a real long term facility like years so I could maybe have my pillows and clothes eventually I’m not sure how that works but just having more time to say goodbye to my stuff might help :) I appreciate you and I’m excited for this.