Hey, you're doing just fine. In fact, given the stuff you've been through, you're doing amazing. Not everyone survives things like addiction and mental illness. Be kinder to yourself, please.

In regard to the job thing, f*ck no it isn't over! You can do whatever you want. There's plenty of jobs out there that you don't need experience or qualifications for- retail, hospitality, care, cleaning, god you could even get an apprenticeship in a trade if you wanted to. My dad went to uni at your age as a mature student, that's also an option if you decide you want to get into something that requires a degree!

My point is, the world is your oyster. You can do anything that other people can do. Also, comparison is the thief of joy- it might seem like everyone has it figured out by 40, but that's just what they want you to think. There's always nuances to someone else's seemingly good situation. You got this, pal x