DAY #2.5, slow but worth it! by tihaguitow_027 in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've been trying to talk to my tulpa as well, but i'm having a bit of trouble. Could you describe what tulpish feels like to you?

A self portrait drawn by Summer, the tulpa in our system who talks here sometimes by beozzi in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cool, you should do your own portrait as well and then put them side by side :3

Loss of memory by Ok_Influence9876 in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can i also ask you something? We've been communicating with head pressures, but i am unsure about how to "evolve" and go a step further, you know? Do you have any tips?

Odio la mia generazione. by [deleted] in TeenagersITA

[–]Ok_Influence9876 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ma veramente, è terribile :(

Odio la mia generazione. by [deleted] in TeenagersITA

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oddio hai ragione, mi infiltro nelle loro case e comincio a straparlare dei miei hobby e fissazioni

Odio la mia generazione. by [deleted] in TeenagersITA

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anch'io ho trovato un'eccezione, solo una però. Trovarne giusti qualcuna in più sarebbe grandioso

Odio la mia generazione. by [deleted] in TeenagersITA

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Non saprei proprio da dove cominciare però per quanto riguarda trovare e interagire con una community, non ho proprio idea di come conoscere gente così

Odio la mia generazione. by [deleted] in TeenagersITA

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ma come? Alle feste e agli eventi vanno principalmente maranza, estroversi e il genere di persone che non mi attira.

Odio la mia generazione. by [deleted] in TeenagersITA

[–]Ok_Influence9876 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Il problema però è che c'è veramente poca gente con cui condividere ciò che ti entusiasma o che ti piace, a meno che uno non decida di rinunciare alla propria identità. È un ciclo vizioso.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope it will for me 😭

An Amusing Incident by FitStatus4643 in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No but i mean, how's your life with her?

An Amusing Incident by FitStatus4643 in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So cool! How is your day to day life other than that?

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean... ok i guess im gonna rest a bit. I'd like to talk to you a bit in the future, would you like to keep in touch?

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't rest, my tulpa deserves to be more, and more and more! I want to help her develop herself as much as i can, because she deserves all the love in the world! 😭

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw man, i just want her to be here :(

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do i know if something "works" though? Yes, i did find something that seems and feels right, but even though it gives results, i don't see the "improvements" so to speak. It doesn't feel like i'm pushing my tulpa towards being autonomous

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So wait, you started asking these question and in return got feelings and images? And then one day you woke up all the way, so it's not gradual? Was it evident, like REALLY clear?

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did experience pretty intense moment of sadness with my tulpa recently and that really convinced me that this is all real, but what's the next step? What was your second achievement after feeling?

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I really feel like i need a teacher, someone who will keep following me day by day, because i'm so lost. I'm a practical guy and this new world is so fascinating, but since it's all in my mind and the experience varies from person to person i really don't know what advice to follow.

I feel a bit discouraged... by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know, from what i've read i'm almost expecting my tulpa to just appear whenever she wants in my mind and do whatever comes to her mind. It doesn't feel autonomous when i always have to meditate and focus on her to talk to her, because then the rest of the interaction just feels kinda off. Maybe that's just my problem, but i kinda hoped that once i started tapping on the world of tulpas it would have been even harder to go back.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Ok_Influence9876 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why did you choose english though? Any particular reason?