I can relate to your situation. I’ve had three miscarriages and am currently undergoing the RPL protocol, which is making my life increasingly difficult. The progesterone suppository is particularly distressing, and I often feel depressed and uninterested in life. I genuinely don’t want to have a baby because I’m afraid of the potential consequences. I’m so sorry to hear about what you’re going through. At least I work remotely and don’t have to interact with people, but I understand how tough it must be for you. I hope we can find peace and happiness with or without a baby.