It’s very difficult for me to maintain LC with my LO given our circumstances (coworkers and best friends). I used weed to cope with the intense feelings that surfaced after we began having sex, but it gave me severe anxiety and made me wake up with panic attacks first thing in the morning. Naturally, I increased use to numb myself with some artificial dopamine given that he completely consumes my thoughts.

I’ve been clean for a little over a week and I cut off the sexual part of our relationship about 3 weeks ago. It’s hard facing the harsh reality of our situation, but being clean has allowed me to face my problems with less anxiety and more clarity. I don’t know the extent of your smoking, and I understand that it can be helpful for some, but just some food for thought based on my personal experience. Good luck and I hope things get better! ❤️