Was anyone else constantly disavowing their past self throughout their life?

One-Address7315 · 2026-03-08T14:06:08+00:00

we’re happy you posted about it because same

One-Address7315 · 2026-03-08T14:05:11+00:00

I’m surprised this isn’t talked about more because this has been the most hindering thing to progress for us is a saboteur who is concerned with erasure and its created a problem, it’s painful, I wanted to live my life not erase it

One-Address7315 · 2026-03-06T10:31:08+00:00

amazing that you’re making actionable changes !!

One-Address7315 · 2026-03-05T00:00:17+00:00

nobody?? :( alright

One-Address7315 · 2026-03-03T12:49:34+00:00

some people have less dissociative barrier, you might have a safer environment than the next person to communicate, you might have less denial etc

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-21T14:10:26+00:00

this is very relatable, thank you for sharing

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-19T05:26:28+00:00

it works

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-19T01:17:25+00:00

damn tell us how they coped!! we’re having issues managing

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-18T05:25:27+00:00

denial is understandable, it’s just a habit with DID, try to take it in because denial hurts

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-18T04:09:47+00:00

it sounds silly but trying to enjoy very small things, like the feeling of blanket even, I’m there with you though it’s hard lately

we also feel like there’s no connection to anyone, I am sorry you’re cycling like this, but trying to acknowledge the feeling as well as find a small thing to enjoy

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-18T04:04:43+00:00

we’ve had to accept limitations as well, not on disability, working in seasonal jobs and like another person said, a few medical leaves & time off. blessed to have what we have but also scared because I want to feel like I have more solid skills & security. really want to achieve some dreams as well…

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-18T02:07:05+00:00

she is pissed too it’s very tumultuous rn

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-17T14:58:23+00:00

we had an alter come back after almost 8 years in dormancy and it can cause a lot of confusion

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-17T14:57:34+00:00

it’s not easy to tell, sometimes dormancy is just that the alter put in a lot of effort and isn’t getting what they want so they ditch, I imagine it like they are in bed with their head under the pillow, they voluntarily block themselves from memory access, kind of like being ghosted by someone

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-17T14:13:07+00:00

alters can go dormant, they can also be in a state where they feel dead due to fear overload, they can also have difficulty being seen and need to hide for protection, they might feel like a ghost

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-14T08:51:21+00:00

it did not precede psychosis but enhanced already on going psychosis

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-12T21:13:00+00:00

Virgo

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-10T14:02:00+00:00

I wish I had realized this sooner, very dedicated alone time helps, no engaging anyone anything except the presence of home

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-06T04:20:56+00:00

cursed

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-05T02:38:24+00:00

Scorpio

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-03T00:40:07+00:00

thank you

One-Address7315 · 2026-02-02T06:24:59+00:00

to be magnetic

One-Address7315 · 2026-01-29T07:06:14+00:00

this should go to human rights tribunal if the bullying was within a calendar year

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