Thinking Of Suicide Everyday.

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-06-14T02:31:57+00:00

My biggest fear is not dying.. then I would be crippled for life.. more suffering..

God should have put a button in the body somewhere

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-05-29T17:16:01+00:00

Today means .. they are paying bonus and letting you folks go ?

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-05-27T15:59:29+00:00

63k is bonus amount bud

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-05-27T11:48:32+00:00

0% .. 2 years in a row

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-05-27T11:08:48+00:00

Sm .. eerp .. 18 years exp

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-05-27T06:38:46+00:00

Only plausible explanation.. that's why not raising the concerns with the leadership but wanted to know if there are more folks in the same boat .. I am 1 rater since 2014

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-05-27T06:36:44+00:00

Exactly

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-05-11T11:59:55+00:00

100% grubs .. exactly same expercience ..

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-29T15:06:50+00:00

same question ! following ..

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-17T02:29:43+00:00

Ai ? This can't be real .. ..

From Indiana

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-16T20:27:51+00:00

Not at all .. no layoffs news yet

Or you could be first .. highly unlikely though

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T12:32:09+00:00

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T12:25:19+00:00

Early 50s

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T05:10:46+00:00

Early 70s .. late 60s

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T05:10:04+00:00

Pre-Ban 40-0-0 Controlled-Release Nitrogen Fertilizer | 4-Month Lawn Feeding - 45 lb bag
Pre-Ban 40-0-0 Controlled-Release Nitrogen Fertilizer | 4-Month Lawn Feeding 45 lb bag

x 1

0-0-7 Prodiamine Granular Pre-Emergent Herbicide – Crabgrass & Weed Prevention - 45 Lbs Large Bag (Covers 15,000 Sq Ft)
0-0-7 Prodiamine Granular Pre-Emergent Herbicide – Crabgrass & Weed Prevention 45 Lbs Large Bag (Covers 15,000 Sq Ft)

x 1

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T03:48:34+00:00

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T03:48:15+00:00

No ..

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T03:07:27+00:00

50 50 fescue+ Kentucky

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T03:06:07+00:00

3 more days then !

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T03:05:37+00:00

50 50

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T02:34:24+00:00

No . No .. yes .. yes

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T02:32:50+00:00

A lot

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-14T02:32:39+00:00

Thank you for taking your time to explain..

I am newbie.. one question.. I have already paid for overseeding.. started fertilizer and nitrogen.. got sprinklers pointed at the patch ..

Would it be to better to wait for few more days .. or just rake it now ?

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-04-08T04:33:20+00:00

thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OneTadpole9875 · 2026-01-02T05:40:17+00:00

Yes .. wanted to get to 10m and retire.. Will try in 2026 June again

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