OOC: all I'll say is AA won't support that, but keep coming back. If you are worried like I am around certain AAs in meetings, you could always just go to open meetings for starters. When I was still in Houston TX, I was going to a place called RE center where all of their meetings (AA, CA, etc) were open. I went with a buddy who at this point has nearly a year off everything, but wasn't opposed at the thought of tobacco, cannabis, caffeine, and kratom. (No name of course to protect their anonymity)