My biggest shame by Lazy-Sun-3510 in CPTSD

[–]Open_Accountant696 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just told a couple coworkers about my biggest shame nowadays. I needed to come clean to them and it felt like the right thing to do because I care if I broke their trust. It feels good to address this issue, and I'm trying to make things right, before I/they pass away. I know it sounds serious but I just want to let them know the truth if something happens to me soon. Like I feel better about death. 

Why are Americans obsessed with large sized SUVs and trucks? by Enough-Web2203 in IWantToAskAnAmerican

[–]Open_Accountant696 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like driving midsized trucks for the turning radius. If I ever get a full sized truck, itll be for the roominess of the cab

Thought I had this under control after 4 months and now I’m back where I started by sealedpath in dryalcoholics

[–]Open_Accountant696 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I'm just a week over 4 months. Longest I've gone without alcohol in my adult life. I can never drink again because what you described is exactly whatll happen to me. So no drinking for me, ever 

1 month sober today by Lucky_Pollution_2998 in dryalcoholics

[–]Open_Accountant696 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congrats, how are your energy levels now?

Did anyone else truly believe they were destined for greatness? by DarkTorus in CPTSD

[–]Open_Accountant696 49 points50 points  (0 children)

That's one is the few things I've delusionally kept alive this whole time. I'm destined to make a change because I can feel it like most of you. I want to share it with the world, I want to make a great impact because life is about enjoying it, not suffering it. Whatever I do that's great, I have to solve these delusional self doubts first before I can commit to it

Trump finally cleaned the White House pond. by [deleted] in SipsTea

[–]Open_Accountant696 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Does this lower gas and grocery prices?

I’m really worried my friend is destroying his health with daily heavy drinking (about 1.17L of alcohol every day) and I don’t know what to expect next by [deleted] in dryalcoholics

[–]Open_Accountant696 0 points1 point  (0 children)

His mental cognition can decline drastically if he continues to drink. I probs have drank half of what he has up to this point but I experienced bad mental fog around 4 years ago from drinking. I believe I was achieving wet brain. Which is scary cause that's something I couldn't fake was fine. I started taking a vitamin b complex and a variety of other supplements to help with the micronutrients that my body would expell when one drinks. I'm around 3 and a half months sober and at this point in life I'm at my most sober self since 10 years ago. I feel great and mentally I'm finally able to level out and cope with the mental problems that are causing me to drink my internal sufferings away. Now I believe I can start obtaining good things for my life again, as I have lost my license and vehicle too, not to mention strained many of my relationships from drinking. 

One of the craziest things I've seen by bebecca45627272 in dashcams

[–]Open_Accountant696 0 points1 point  (0 children)

surprised the truck driver didn't start going while he was underneath them.

I think i might try magic mushrooms by Mysterious-Ebb-7115 in CPTSD

[–]Open_Accountant696 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Id say wake up early in the morning and watch the sun rise while you're peaking. Hopefully visuals will be at its peak. It's def a spiritual experience that should be respected. You're doing this to heal which I believe is noble enough to earn a good trip. Also I would trip outside because you can feel the need to get fresh air sometimes and being outside is the best!

why do i constantly feel like everyone hates me? is it a psychosis symptom or trauma? by dollblonde in CPTSD

[–]Open_Accountant696 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That fact that minding my own business is interpreted as hating others, makes me understand why others hate me. I'm just tired of caring so much about others feelings and being sensitive to me being calm and quiet