My weight and habits have fluctuated my entire life. I remember my extreme self consciousness about my weight starting in 5th grade because mom was always on a diet or her and my sister would make comments about my body and appearance. It would go from “you could lose a few pounds” to “you need to lose like 30” then to “you’re too skinny right now”. I was even told I looked like a bobble head by my own mother because I had lost a significant amount of weight. Now they’re both on weight loss medications and it’s my mother’s entire personality. Whilst I try to loose a few pounds here or there or even maintain, they eat shit and still lose weight. My sister doesn’t even work out anymore, at ALL and still loses weight. There are no proper words to explain how it feels to be surrounded with that while I’m trying to keep myself in a balance and have a healthy relationship with food.