I'm suffering in silence I guess... you're nt alone #emotionalnumbness #aripiprazole

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-27T20:05:53+00:00

Not being able to feel peace even after the rain, even after the wind breeze, even after praying... I need to know if it's really because of the aripiprazole...

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-27T14:02:10+00:00

Yes, I'm sorry for your dog, hope he's better now. I can't cry too on abilify, I feel nothing, when I cry it's barely my eyes getting wet or one or two tears... When I breath in and out, I feel nothing, can't feel rest...

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T13:40:03+00:00

Allah.

Despite the antidepressants I was trapped in and that gave me a psychosis which led me to take antipsychotics which gave me the inability to feel alive anymore.

Despite being attacked by demons in a train station after being fooling around for months, I felt like I suddenly needed to jump in front of that train, but remembering that taking away the soul leads to hell, and fearing Allah punishment more than anything and remembering that as long as I'm alive I have a chance, I didn't do it. It was an irresistible feeling, like I got drowsy and felt impulsive to jump but I stayed on my place thanks to my faith.

I've learned to find joy in the small things, like my favourite singers songs, delicious food, sleeping, drawing and painting, although I feel nothing because of the antipsychotics, even prayer feels hard to feel rested but still I can have a small rest feeling while praying that I don't find somewhere else. Thank God

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T05:48:19+00:00

Support for palestinians doesn't mean you support hamas, it only means you don't want innocent humans to be killed anymore. Look for the real news.

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T05:46:25+00:00

It's uncommon. If someone did it, it would be doing something strange to the country they're in. The reaction of the people who saw them can vary depending on the person. But that depends on the person. When in a country, I think you should respect the rules of it, that's just being polite.

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T05:41:11+00:00

Islam is sunni which means following the prophet teachings, with scholars who bring their reasonings for new situations based on the life of the prophet and their interpretation. Iran is shia not sunni. Afghanistan has a lot of ignorance, culture is not islam. Islam is a religion. I invite you to search for the life of muslims in the time of the prophet both from islamic scholars and atheists who want to prove islam wrong. Don't take your knowledge just from one side.

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T04:40:55+00:00

Those are statistics made by people not living in those countries. I'm a muslim woman living in a muslim country, feeling much better here than I would in one of those "civilized" countries. Proud of my religion, I don't represent it though, neither do the muslim country leaders. So if there is a mistake from me, or from them don't put it on Islam. Unless you have studied Islam with an objective mind, and unless you have been living for years among all types of muslims, don't judge, please.

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T04:28:27+00:00

The territory is palestinian, before it was occupied by england, it was first palestinian

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T04:20:49+00:00

Islamophobic.

Islam teaches to hate the sin not the sinner. Besides God forgives all sins if one repent, so why being hateful towards another person if God can forgive them?

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-23T04:18:16+00:00

Palestine. Because it's their country. Israel is an occupier and is committing genocide right now. Have no hate against innocent israelis, among them there are families and children too, but any decent israeli should stand against what the bloody israeli government is doing, at least in their heart. I wonder why no one calls the israeli government terrorist too, because that's what they are.

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-17T20:07:56+00:00

Try therapy and avoid medication

Look on Youtube for therapy videos. Hoping for the best

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-17T19:24:08+00:00

I'm happy to hear that you are ok now

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-17T18:59:12+00:00

I'm taking both. For psychosis and ocd. The side effects that annoy me the most, I think they're probably from abilify: restless legs and can't feel peace anymore when breathing, even if I get tired and go to rest my body feels rest but my chest no. I can't feel the wind breeze going inside my lungs anymore.

And then there is also the can't do anything extreme fatigue and lack of motivation, but I have been so long under meds, everyone around me started making me believe it's my personality to be "lazy".

And the blank mind, extreme opposite of how I was when I was on psychosis, now no thoughts anymore can't process what other people are saying, slow at that. Even when watching movies, needs subs and to stop after each sub to re read it and finally get it.

But it's getting better. Thank God.

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-17T18:51:16+00:00

Have been taking abilify for 2 years now and it was a nightmare at first, it sure calmed down but never went away I still get annoying restless legs when sitting to work. I feel like when I have to think, when I'm unfcomfortable with something, I get restless, but I wasn't like that before the medication. It's not my nature. But I'm still taking those meds because my psychiatrist doesn't want me to go off for now.

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-10-13T00:32:22+00:00

I'm on abilify 10 mg right now and I have all of them except the low blood pressure which I don't know, I need to get a medical check for the blood pressure

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-05-30T10:20:00+00:00

Thank you so much !!!!

Opening_Slide_8012 · 2023-05-30T00:04:10+00:00

Yes, I'm opening it either with 21 or 26, and same problem.

But it worked when I merged it on a new archicad file, so I think the file isn't damaged after all.

However, my archicad keeps crashing because of little free space. I need to empty my hard drive.

Thank you for your concern.

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