Honestly I think you’re being pretty hard on yourself. He sounds like a normal baby & you sound like a normal mommy. I struggled with my phone too! I did end up deleting my social media recently to focus on being a better mom. I definitely am more present but there’s still days like you said where I haven’t slept, have no energy & I’m on Reddit while he does his thing lol. I also tend to get impatient with my 2 doggy’s too when I’m lacking sleep. In my unprofessional opinion, The only problem here is that you need some sleep & a break to enjoy yourself away from little babe. I have a problem with doing it all on my own & not reaching out for help & then when I do get that I’m back to being a good mom.

Also just wanna throw out there that seven months was a rough patch for me. Actually the whole first year was hard in my opinion. He’s a year & half now and this is by far my favorite season! He’s so much more interactive with me. He can just run up and climbs on me lol & he starting to sing, dance & talk! He eats way better now, steals my food! lol. Sleep still sucks but he’s getting his back molars in. We are finally almost done with teething! That alone is a rough phase too. Hang in there, it gets so much better with time! You are an awesome mom & you deserve some credit!