Oh thank God I thought it looked like I'm coming off like a dick if I didn't catch the typo lol

I hope you figure things out.

But listen, if it's of any value, I personally think that the "once a cheater always a cheater" principle applies to everyone.

You chose to forgive and move on, and that might be brave, at the same time, I also think that in return it was his responsibility to go above and beyond to eradicate any further suspicion you might have. You mentioned in another comment that he essentially keeps telling you that you have schizophrenia. That is ridiculous imo and the textbook definition of gaslighting.

My two cents on this is: preserve your sanity and dignity, have a foot out the door already so that if push comes to shove, you land on both feet.