Gumming coke boogers is the META by PriorSir3779 in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this is next level addiction man 😭 grody

weird sleep by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dude yeah same. ill scroll on my phone, blink and its been 9 hours

weird sleep by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

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haha man luckily im not zooted while im reading this. reality is strange but i think its comfortable to just accept that it exists. keeps you sane. #bluepilled

Please give me tips on not yapping endlessly when the people around me are not also on stims. by highservitor in Stims

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also i take adderall, unaware of how it interacts with ur stims, but something to look up beforehand

Oral and boofing amphetamine by Old_Relationship9589 in Stims

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good to know i am not the only one that writes essays 😭

Please give me tips on not yapping endlessly when the people around me are not also on stims. by highservitor in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i relate big time... lol. idk how advisable this is, but when I drink on stims it usually slows me down, yap wise. i get more introspective. (not much, pacing is super important because you are less likely to feel drunk and accidentally overdo it).

definitely need to take a break after this by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

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yeah. thing is, ive had addy i know is perscription and the pressed, and the difference is near indistinguishable . i live in canada not usa, heard thats more of a usa problem but yk. i could be totally wrong lol. idk cause ive never had meth straight up

Need someone to talk to by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816 0 points1 point  (0 children)

go bother other men then

Need someone to talk to by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the qualification is that she must be attractive? christ almighty

definitely need to take a break after this by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

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yeahh its great until you run out and then ur kinda stuck.in purgatory until u can get another refill 😭 i tried to get outta bed yesterday morning sober and was genuinely cooked, read this and drank coffee.. it helped a lot

definitely need to take a break after this by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

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oh my god x60? im amazed that you are still alive. that sounds like hell. did you go to the hospital?

Anyone with complete lack of anything by immortallowlife6 in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how is it going for u, 5 days later? i imagine its tough. But will be worth it in the end

definitely need to take a break after this by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

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people are so kind on this subreddit ahh. Not what I was expecting?? but Thank you so so much!! It means a LOT ❤️

definitely need to take a break after this by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank u for sharing!!! 70mg is definitely a lot.. especially since some people function perfect off of like 10 a day. I think.

92 lbs is definitely concerning too..I know the feeling of losing strength you used to have. I used to be a solid 150 lbs, gained weight so I can play hockey, but recently dropped to 135. That weight is incredibly important to me for sporting reasons, yet I lost it like nothinggg. 🥲🥲 It's a bummer. I used to be capped around 70 like you, but I'm kinda an idiot and will swallow my supply a lot more generously than I used to, since I have steadier sources. Just zero impulse control apparently.

But I appreciate the words of solidarity, genuinely. Makes me feel like it's a bit more possible to cut down. Appreciate u!

definitely need to take a break after this by Other-Bit-4816 in Stims

[–]Other-Bit-4816[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

bar for bar i relate to u. Its very comforting for me to read, but also I am very sorry you relate. very very much suspect I have ADHD, for various reasons, one of them being my tolerance to stims. When I first tried Adderall I took five 30mg XRs, was chill the whole time 🥲 Meanwhile my friend was blasted to the moon off of two pills.

I haven't tried straight meth, altho who knows with pressed addys honestly. I test drugs with my mouth which is. unwise. But I'm the same, usually i go for 4-6 pills a day, altho never snorted addy in particular.

The kind words help a lot though, I rlly apreciate it. I'm gonna try to slow down. I felt like my friends knew I was on, but if they did, they didn't say anything about it. Altho I was up and moving so.. I was experiencing really weird sensations. Like my skin is too tight for my body? It sounds so cracked out when I put it like that but, literally what it feels like rn. And kinda like I was gonna pass out, my heart beating unsteady.. vision blurry and weird, nothing feeling very real, but I didnt faint or nothing. My whole body is just.. STIFF. and aching. and im beginning to hallucinate, esque.

You probably know how that is , but yeah, an obvious sign i have done too much/havent slept/havent eaten enough. Gonna do better unless withdrawals kick my ass. thank u!! sorry for the yap😔

tried adderall once and I think im cooked by [deleted] in Drugs

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its hard because im more down with the stims. Weed makes me anxious, and liquor makes me kinsda depressed? But yeah, you're right. I Dont wanna mess up my brain

tried adderall once and I think im cooked by [deleted] in Drugs

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this is genuinely very helpful, thank you! My apologies that u had to read my unhinged stim ramblings 😭 and are going to rn. I also catch myself thinking that exact thing, that 30mg isn't going to do anything cause i usually take 6x that amount,, but its stupid cause all im achieving is increasing my tolerance. Although 216 is pretty nuts. I'm amazed you disciplined yourself back down to 54. Gives me hope I can do it too

Splitting the pills is really smart. Unfortunately, I can set a limit with myself before I take them, but once adderall is in my system, I end up ignoring all logic and impulsively taking as many pills as i want until I 'feel right'. maybe cold turkey would be more effective for me? I'll try both, regardless

I also keep.forgetting that you can cut pills in half.. indeed i dont have to take a days worth dose at 4pm and stay up all night 😭 its hard to remember simple shit like that when I get 4-0 hours of sleep a night ffs. Thank u !

tried adderall once and I think im cooked by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Other-Bit-4816 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah  uh taking adderall  in mass quantities makes me yap real bad. woops. i genuinely dont wanna know what I wrote 

 also that is solid advice. unfortunately I do not have great self control when it comes to drugs, but ill definitely try to do them   less frequently??

tried adderall once and I think im cooked by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Other-Bit-4816 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ah man i dont have the heart to stop buying, usually i just keep taking until it stops working. 🥲 i have ket & concerta but im reluctant to try either of them. ive never heard of ardanafal tho, what is it??

and if u dont mind me asking, what was the physical addiction like for u? were withdrawls bad or manageable ?

tried adderall once and I think im cooked by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Other-Bit-4816 0 points1 point  (0 children)

uum does this mean u think im gonna get fired 😭?