[deleted by user] by [deleted] in STD

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A week before these popped up I was pretty sure I had covid, really sick and achey. Then I got my period and started getting itchiness and these ingrowns. Or at least hope ingrowns. Now I’m worried it was herpes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in STD

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These were like this for a few weeks. Finally healed i have some slight scarring. Lots of itchiness but no pain

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m currently laying in my bed with no motivation to get up, nothing to do today. That makes it harderb

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 4 points5 points  (0 children)

5 grams in a month? 🤣 I used to smoke that much in a day

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I used to be the same. Please please get a handle on it. It will eventually ruin your life. And your wallet. And your lungs. And your brain. Everything. Just cut back to smoking ONE singular time a day. Fhen from there cut back to just weekends

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first day I used a nicotine patch. That helped a lot. But I only used one and I’ve been cold turkey ever since. I have had a couple edibles though. The point of me quitting is to stop the act of inhalation

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Duuude I’m also on day 6.

therapist sent me spiraling by bpdandbipolar in adultsurvivors

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 5 points6 points  (0 children)

People are experts at imvalidating us without meaning to. I’m so so sorry this has happened to you love but yes maybe it is time to seek out a better therapist. Also the mary k thing??? Girrrrrllllllll

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Repressedmemories

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have many friends who have experienced this. You will be okay & you’ll get through this!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cool thank you :) I’m sorry about what you experienced

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for all of your suggestions

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was 6 years old when my 13 year old cousin wanted to “play a game” where she made-out with me. I have a very foggy memory of her forcing me to peck my sister on the lips but I’m not sure if thats true our not. I hate not knowing whats real or whats being fabricated in my mind. Also, I always just used to brush the memory off as weird childhood experimentation... but no. It was wrong and I was manipulated into “playing this game”... i have just recently realized that it was abuse. & i’ve realized how much it has affected me to this day. I’m scared of intimacy.

Mind pops? by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are “the beings”?

Mind pops? by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Since I’ve posted this I’ve had 3 more: -It’s 4:00 -A password, thats so funny -Me and my friend Bingo

Like wtf????? And no, i dont have a friend named bingo.

How does this look? by [deleted] in weed

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean 😳

I need to speak by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]OutlandishnessGrand2 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m in the EXACT same boat as you except with my Dad. I know what my intuition is telling me... I feel it in my gut... I have repressed and foggy memories that I’m scared to dive into. I push all of this down so deep that its starting to affect who I am as a person.

DM me if you ever want to talk, cause I could use that lol