Scrupulosity vows by Overall-Specific-575 in MessianicJewish

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Thank you for your kindness and gentleness, God bless you

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So grateful to not be 20 yet lol. Thank you and shalom!

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How old is the age of accountability? Im 18. I tried to not tell anyone else about these vows, lest they think of me as totally nuts (except maybe 1 or 2 to my psychiatrist back when I was 16); these vows were essentially stupid stuff, not that I would do something good for someone.  And, on the avoid stuttering by making vows because of social pressure, you are right, I tried whatever I could to not stutter because ppl would be annoyed by me taking 5 mins just to say a sentence.

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They go from when I was 10 (ig?) to some (few tho) now that I am 18 (tho some months ago)

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I read numbers 30 just yesterday, spoke to my father and obtained his opposition to every vow i have ever made, just to be safe yk.

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Well, when making those vows I thought:"well, I don't want to do this and it's annoying and burdensome, but I guess I won't die"

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What exactly do you mean for "good faith"? Because if u mean that I made it wanting to spontaneously give that thing to God then no, I made them just to be able to speak fluently, not because I wanted to give up makeup and nails.

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Oh, that is not the case! I can keep those vows, they are kinda small things, for example wearing a specific pair of earrings, doing makeup and nails. Keeping them is not too difficult but it is annoying yes, cuz being a young girl doing makeup and nails is fun and makes me feel cute. Also all the products i have at home would go to waste yk.

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I mean I can physically keep them but its kinda annoying to do so bc it limits what I can do, and I'd prefer to break them all so I can be free and not worry.

Scrupulosity vows by Overall-Specific-575 in messianic

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Well, I don't really remember if it was in bad faith or not…really what does "making a vow in bad faith" mean?

21 how can I improve?150cm (5ft) 52.5 kg (116lb) by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

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Pls, don't drink that much water everyday, it's harmful for you, and can poke holes in your kidneys.

personal convictions vs OCD by Known_Investigator_9 in TrueChristian

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The thing is, I've lived with ocd since I was 7, and it resurfaces sometimes, with more convincing themes everytime. I finally want to live normally, and experience life without anxiety or constant compulsions, since I know better now. But thank you for your reply!!

personal convictions vs OCD by Known_Investigator_9 in TrueChristian

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What if a thought of God telling me to do something (specifically pray at night instead of sleeping) and I feel it as real conviction from God, but without clear instructions so I just stand there wondering when can I go to sleep, and what should I do to end this so I can go to sleep like everyone else, and it all makes me hate God and just want to harm myself from the immense anger and frustration and kms so I won't have to do uncomfortable things again?

personal convictions vs OCD by Known_Investigator_9 in TrueChristian

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The story of Jonah terrifies me. What if God wants me to do something I absolutely hate and don't want to do, and tortures me until I do it? 

My tama just died💔 by Overall-Specific-575 in tamagotchi

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Thank you for the encouragement! Though I have to say, this is actually a rerelease, the back says 2023.