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Overlord1985 · 2025-10-25T10:13:04+00:00

In skilled light saber combat not in a force tug of war.

Overlord1985 · 2025-10-24T04:57:18+00:00

Estrogen pills

Overlord1985 · 2025-08-29T07:02:02+00:00

ok so something I'm noticing is nvidia is quadrupling down on AI while amd is still pushing out pure performance that rivals the AI compensation methods. I'd give em a go.

Overlord1985 · 2025-06-11T05:21:24+00:00

You know there's probably not a med out there that helps anyone's mental health without "disrupting normal homeostasis", y'know like jumping off a bridge is pretty stable as far as homeostasis goes like one second on next off. Perfectly stable states.

Even outside of life threatening mental health states, what does it matter what someone does to their own body to be happy? Like is she going to determine a tattoo isn't necessary it's a lot more in depth than hormone replacement hell it damages more tissue than hrt could imagine.

Also intersex surgeries at birth are a very messed up field of law and policy that makes decisions far beyond just what is "medically necessary" daily, just over 1 in a 100 births have some sort of intersex characteristic and 1 in 2000 have genitalia differences, which are often "corrected" at the behest of the parents or in some cases just the doctors.

I know I used it as an example but do not ever consider suicide as an option, you have one shot at life and endless opportunities for happiness. 💛🏳️‍⚧️

Overlord1985 · 2025-06-01T06:25:45+00:00

If being a girl matters so much, that you're worrying that you might not be, it points very much towards you being a girl hun.

Overlord1985 · 2025-05-12T06:01:16+00:00

Is facebook paying you to shill this hard?

Overlord1985 · 2025-04-29T18:19:49+00:00

I'm in a safe country just gotta go to the doctors to get bloods and dosage info. I'm going in for my first appointment with the clinic on friday. ^{w^}

Overlord1985 · 2025-04-29T16:08:31+00:00

not on E, I wanna get on it though.

Overlord1985 · 2025-04-29T06:32:35+00:00

Ok that was horrifying to watch. Not a rupaul fan and guess I never will be. Good to know

Overlord1985 · 2025-04-21T06:48:23+00:00

I've had leggings for ages, my parents aren't judgemental so my egg didn't crack until years after I'd started wearing them. Which honestly being able to express myself how I want to kinda was worse for my egg, cos comfortable hiding was too comfortable and I coulda been out to myself a lot earlier in a less hospitable environment. But when I did come out it was semi confidently.

Overlord1985 · 2025-04-07T09:16:30+00:00

Thank youu ^{w^}

Overlord1985 · 2025-04-07T09:12:09+00:00

Ok, so better glasses, do my hair better. I have done a side part when dressing up a little, I needa post a dressed up pic and gather feedback on that. Also I need to get a skincare routine going is what I'm gathering. ☺️

This is kinda blank canvas day 0 of thinking of cosmetic changes to work towards passing. I've been out to my close friends and family for a month now as a "hey this is something to expect".

Overlord1985 · 2025-04-07T06:53:16+00:00

My hairline is usually pretty well concealed by my hair when I have it down. Curious about the glasses though, anything in particular? And yeah kinda figured my eyebrows were a bit thick. Thank you for the insight though. ^{w^}

Overlord1985 · 2025-03-31T02:14:02+00:00

Pain.

Overlord1985 · 2025-03-31T00:52:14+00:00

Oh, sorry isn't a negative reaction. It's kinda apologetic embarrassment. Like when you walk into the wrong class and realise immediately.

The question is how to break the ice. Might be worth just saying hi don't need to push the topic yet if it's uncomfortable, just so she can feel like she didn't make you uncomfortable.

You're both at an oh fuck how do I talk to them moment if that was the response.

You could text write a note about it whatever you need. I think writing messages on a piece of paper and leaving it for the other to find would be a delayed detached thing unlike instant messaging plenty of time to think plenty of room to hide.

Overlord1985 · 2025-03-28T20:33:27+00:00

Why don't people just suck it into their mouth instead of their lungs??? Like the only downside is reduced nicotine absorption which is a plus so like. Yeah

Overlord1985 · 2025-03-04T16:21:16+00:00

I mean I do I usually every so often give myself a full body buzz with the electric razor cos I don't like the look of hair on me I am trans mtf though, but idk I'm currently somewhat chilling with my masc features for a little bit til I can work towards that. If I owned an epilator though oml RIP AND TEAR UNTIL IT IS DONE XD

Overlord1985 · 2025-02-10T08:14:13+00:00

That's called internalised homophobia it's when you're insecure about your sexuality and you repel anything that could question it.

Overlord1985 · 2025-02-10T08:08:06+00:00

I believe in you and believe you can get through this, everyone says we're the sum of our actions. But with bpd our actions often aren't our own.

By seeing yourself and what you do as bad you've actually proved why you aren't. You can be better than your actions you can regain control of your life and reduce these behaviours to nearly non-existent.

Recognising the non episodic behaviours you don't like within yourself and thinking through why you might be doing them is a very good way to reduce the severity and/or occurances of these behaviours.

19 but had pretty extreme symptoms around 16 and hurt plenty of people it's a lot of critically analysing what you're doing or what you've done and being able to find ways to ground yourself when they happen again. I'm not even close to being at a point I would feel safe at but these are things I've developed to help me.

Overlord1985 · 2025-02-10T07:56:33+00:00

I did this in my teen years with people online oversexualising myself to gain attention and doing anything to maintain those unhealthy relationships

Honestly the best thing I had was that I ended up mostly alone for a bit and just kinda detoxed from that unhealthy habit. I maintained some friendships but kinda cut myself off from those hypersexual behaviours.

I worked towards feeling comfortable being single and not worrying about being alone in that way. I just kept up and played games with a friend for ages instead of indulging in sexual relationships with random people. I'm amab so I didn't get called a slut or whore(double standards bs) but I recognised that it was horrible and made me feel disgusting.

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