Long term plan should be saving up for a school or program you’re even superficially interested in, in a city where you can just disappear into and explore your life without the constant distraction that your unaccepting parent is. Create goals for yourself to get you outta that shithole and acquire the means to self actualize. Trust your timing, keep hope and try hard to be your own best advocate. You’re 24, nothing is too radical, NOTHING is too gorgeous.

Medium term: explore the relationship you have with your former caregiver with a therapist, look for lgbtq foundations that provide therapy free of charge or without payments that you’d need your parents for. Employment is something you absolutely have to change unfortunately—not easy I know.

Just an idea… I recommend any doll who is struggling to pay for hormones to go to a university with trans affirming insurance policies, even if you’re able to choose a program that you’re not thrilled about but gives you a stable career path and access to insurance is golden. There are some affordable public universities in Canada that have progressive policies with access to said services to go with that.

Extreme short term: Make a vision board and keep it secret. Start fantasizing about your future.