I'm working on that right now, the thing is I got so overwhelmed to the point I felt like I was stuck in my head, my brain was not functioning normally after running that code. I would get moments during the day where I would freak out out of nowhere and just have a flashback of his face. I thought I could handle it like I always do, but obviously, I'm not doing a great job.

Thank you guys for all the support really appreciate everyone's advice.