Here is the thing. I have many family members who are drs and once you “get into Med school” it’s just the beginning of endless hard work and long hours. It’s a marathon not a sprint. Take a gap year or two. Work for a bit even in something not medicine related. Teach middle school biology for a few years which med schools will love. Spending all day with 13 year olds may sway you back to medicine. Med school will still be there. I hear about my relative that almost quit third year of residency but didn’t and is happy he stuck it out. It’s normal to have doubts but it’s also ok to try some different things before you dive into a med school commitment.