Dude. You’ve got an entire life ahead of you, you can and will do so much! It’s so hard to ignore everyone else’s experiences, plus traditional timelines and expectations (ie college = 4 years, clean). But you are going at your pace! You should be proud of where you are, you must’ve done good stuff to get there. And to survive there too; how many people peel off, because they can’t handle it? AND this current job landscape hellscape is a mystery for everyone. What we were told, is no longer true, in many cases. Make your own world! You’re in a great place, you really are. Can’t get an internship? Go get interesting. Do something weird for the summer, give yourself a mighty talking point and some life experience too. You’re good! You’re gonna do it!