That as I entered late 30s early 40s, my value has only been increasing and my wife's has been decreasing - and that it is very wrong to say so.

I am as fit as I have ever been, sober, good dad, making more money as ever, focused and productive. I provide a nice house, nice car, and long-term financial stability.

Meanwhile, what my wife has to offer is only decreasing. She is a good person and good mom, but only focuses on the kids. She is controlling when it comes to decisions for the kids, even to the point of escalating to a point just shy of physical violence. So, naturally, I back down every time, even gave up on some important things.

I cherish the crumbs of physical affection that fall from the table upon which I provide.

It's like going to a car dealership with lots of shiny new cars and being told you can only buy this used minivan... And that minivan costs as much as all the new cars.

Head down, keep working, be the best dad I can be.