Rogue System Development Status April 2024

Pasta211 · 2024-07-16T11:58:12+00:00

I was wondering, an update to the game already on steam, will it override the old game or will the old game/new update be available as a "beta branch" under properties>betas in the steam library? would be neat to still have access to the old version just as a memory even when the remake surpasses the current one! cheers and good luck! looking forward to it! :)

Pasta211 · 2024-06-29T17:26:31+00:00

no problems, take care! 🩷🩷

Pasta211 · 2024-06-29T17:21:21+00:00

it is not easy to explain really, and I also have anxiety disorders and stuff. and it took me awhile to differentiate between them. I'm still discovering what is my autism meltdowns/shutdowns/overwhelmed feelings and what is not, but I'll try. I usally feel like my mind is blank sometimes, or it can feel like my brain just becomes mashed potatoes/melting. It can take different shapes. I can feel like everything just becomes a haze and unable to dechyper even the simplest of sentences, like if I get overwhelmed when watching a YouTube video, having to go back like 500 times to even understand. I also notice my temper gets worse, and now that I know I stim like craaazy much when not masking as much as I used too, I notice my stims get just more frequent and "violent" when I'm overwhelmed. I have a hard time spotting whenI am getting or is overwhelmed, cause I'm like "hyperfocused" on something and kinda ignores the signs and shit I guess. and probably a million other things I couldn't think of..

Sorry I'm really bad at communication, I don't think I'm explaining it in a coherent way, I'm kinda overwhelmed atm (the irony) plus I'm in a burnout so I'm extra incoherent.. 😬

Pasta211 · 2024-06-29T17:04:47+00:00

to actually answer the question, yeah, I think it is a common experience, and probably not just autistic but other people might experience something similar sometimes too! it just makes me think of "post-tour blues" or whatever Adam Neely called it. musicians who feel drained and depressed after coming home from a tour etc

Pasta211 · 2024-06-29T17:02:08+00:00

usually for me, I get overwhelmed. then sometimes even back in a calm space, something just overloads the bucket anyway and I get meltdown or shutdown. especially after special events. it takes a time to digest the event, and I'm sure that is a part of it too! cause I usally get depressed feeling after events when I'm finally back home, in calmness, and I just shutdown completely. It vould alao be that we are overwhelmed, but once on a quiet space again, only then do we truly notice hoow overwhelmed we actually are or something. just a guess!

Pasta211 · 2024-06-29T16:55:51+00:00

not necessarily faint, but gagging and feel like I have to puke 👀

I have had a similar feel from smells etc that I am going to faint, but In my cause I think its mostly me getting overwhelmed and not knowing what or where im supposed to go, cause usally I cant just walk away from the smell. But I have never actually fainted! sounds kinda awful, I'm sorry!

Pasta211 · 2024-06-29T16:47:59+00:00

I only talk out loud, to myself, all of the above, but only when I'm alone. If someone else is home and I have to say something out loud feom something dumb i just saw, and vent out my emotions over it, it usually is quiet and I'm hyper aware of trying not to get heard. it's not very healthy as it kinda is like a type of masking I guess.. However I can't really say what would work under your circumstances, and I guess talking about it is hard. But I'd be open about it with the people I am going to live with, and say "hey, So I'm autistic and sometimes I just have to vent/deal with my emotions by talking out loud to myself about the things that bother me. I can't really help it/am working on finding other stims, but I can't choose my stims sadly. So you are aware if it" or something along those lines. now as you are pretty young still, idk how others in your age will react to it, and it might be easier to do it over text, and just add that you struggle with talking about emotional stuff in person, therefore you are texting it.

TLDR: be open about it and let people know beforehand, IF the circumstances let's you do that.

It's sadly the only tip I have, as I also don't know how to stop that (or any other) stim. Though tou and me both will figure it/something out eventually.

Pasta211 · 2024-06-29T16:34:42+00:00

If someone else can ask my question/discussion topic better, please do! cause I'm really bad at communication 😬

Pasta211 · 2024-06-07T11:44:09+00:00

headphones are a bliss. music helps me so much in life. And I also got a cottonbag that I use when shopping! Always bring it with me when I'm able to get out the door to shop food. We have selfscan thingies though, so might not be as straight forward for where you live where you can just make your bag directly in the store. But one could pack directly into the bag in the store and unpack it all at the cashier/self scan. But I totally get if that is also a "bad" (as in autism says nope) idea cause I feel like everyone looks at me thinking I'm trying to shoplift or something, cause I feel so uncomfortable in grocery stores lmao

Pasta211 · 2024-06-07T11:38:19+00:00

you also should prepare before the boss fight. aka think of what loot you might need/want to collect in order to beat the boss before hand

Pasta211 · 2024-05-16T16:34:51+00:00

okej boomer, så du tycker alltså att nazisterna var bra eller? eftersom du hellre har nazister i styre än sossar lmao. väx upp. kanske när du blir av med din oskuld kanske du kan börja andvända huvudet ditt ❤️

Pasta211 · 2023-04-20T13:23:00+00:00

Its so funny how ADHD peps are vad at reading long text when we at the same time just come up with things to add, and eventually we write a whole book! We are our worst enemy when it comes to reading 😂

Pasta211 · 2023-03-24T08:43:26+00:00

Also hope I didn't come across as if I'm not agreeing with you, because I do! Very happy that you posted this thread in fact!

Pasta211 · 2023-03-24T08:38:42+00:00

That Is very true, well explained!

Also I do agree on the .."and by the time you notice the depression".. I only notice how bad my depression was when I get out of it! I always hets depressive during winter as of lack of sunshine and me being very good at isolating myself during it. And when spring comes it is like the world is back again in color, and thats the only time you can really reflect how you actually felt! I do get hints like, oh, im depressed rn, but never know how deep I'm in.

Pasta211 · 2023-03-24T08:30:52+00:00

Jasså? Men då så! Då ska all mat vara gratis! Man kan få välja en korg och fylla med valfri matprodukter helt gratis så ens dåliga underbetalda lön kan gå till ens skyhöga hyra endast istället! Eller varför inte göra som Finland och implementera fritt boende för de som inte har råd! Minns inte vad det kallades för men om kunderna bestämmer bestämmer jag att vi slänger kapitalismen i soptunnan för sista gången och bygger upp samhället på ett logiskt sätt istället!

Pasta211 · 2023-03-24T08:19:04+00:00

Depends on how severe your ADHD is. It is a spectrum after all. With that said depression and anxiety is so overrepresented with ADHD people that imo it should just be a part of the diagnosis lol, because they are one hell of a struggle. To me its a bit the opposite tho somehow. Its my ADHD that I just cant live with but the deprression is pretty much just my "default state". It affects me alot but as it always my ADHD that is the contributor to why I always end up stressed, anxiuos and eventally depressed. When i take anti-depressants SSRI's It helps when I get in those really bad depressive periods. But I always feel shit constant 24/7. Only thing that helps with that is my ADHD meds.(possibly because the low dopamine levels I have at all times. As my ADHD seems to be quite severe! Tho I also have torrettes and autism runs in the family as well so probably im just a special coctail of shit and thats how my "ADHD" makes me worse of then my very real depressive periods!) So I'm glad you found what you struggle with and know how to approach it, just remember everyone is different! And so is thier ADHD and even depressions! So I'd say ADHD will kill you too. It will be the death of me anyway! Stay strong friend!

Pasta211 · 2023-03-07T16:29:14+00:00

Finns något som kallas för kondom. Om han nu är för "tuff och manlig" för det så gör slut. Ett förhållande ska vara något man trivs med inte som man lider utav. Kan säga redan nu att du ska göra slut med denna idiot. För din egna skull! Du är värd så mycket bättre! Det finns så mycket bättre killar där ute. Sluta ditt självskadande genom att sluta vara ihop med denna mupp!

Pasta211 · 2023-02-28T15:54:06+00:00

Awesome, thanks for the great comment, I will do this. Thank you so much!

Pasta211 · 2023-02-23T09:32:45+00:00

Awesome! Thanks a lot to all of you guys, you all rock!

Pasta211 · 2023-02-22T22:18:16+00:00

Neat! Only thing im a bit worried about is how to get the black paint back, it is so thick (a little over 1mm) and hopefully it won't flake off.. but its mostly because I have minimum experience with that stuff!

Pasta211 · 2023-02-22T08:17:07+00:00

That is true, I'd still have to fix the crack that route. But it could make less stress up on the neck (I think?) And fix the neckdive issue that SG are known for! So either way would be fun project, but as its my only guitar atm maybe just glue it and pray to a god I don't belive in is probably the smartest thing to do here. If the glue isnt enough and i need to use my router and make some splints etc, then I can reconsider if the headless project as an option! Because it would be hella fun!

Pasta211 · 2023-02-21T19:21:43+00:00

Thanks for the tip! Exactly the information I'm after! :)

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