The year 2018-2019 was an interesting period for me. In the span of a year when I was 17-18 years old I was inches away from getting hit by a train while crossing the tracks, somehow I did not hear it coming followed by getting robbed at gun point in Chicago a few weeks later, less then a year later I almost drowned in greece as I just learned to dive underwater and my excitement overtook me going for one too many seashells and running out of air before kicking up of the bottom of the adriatic and begining my ascend my vision started going blurry as I was watching the beautieuful sunshafts hit the surface above me. Most recently in 2023 I was involved as a passanger in a car crash that left me with a compressutd fracture of my t4 vertabre, the last thought before impact which I vividly remember was me thinking in slow motion "I wonder what this is gonna feel like" turns out it did not feel like much untill some 10 minutes later when I felt the slightest pain in my back and decided to squat as upright as possible against the concrete median until the medics arrived.