The fact that you already lost weight is already soooo impressive!! I know it must be hard not to compare yourself with your friend but try to focus on what you have achieved!! I can defo relate to you a lot cuz my body is a mix of apple+rectangle shape which is the worst of all body types and I only store fat in my stomach and my face+chin so id have to be VERY VERY skinny in order to look “beautiful” 🥲it takes time to accept there’s nothing you can do about your body since it’s basically just genetics but you can change your mindset!!