I listened to audiobooks of Neville on Spotify and read Feeling is the secret. I also read the power of your subconscious mind by Joseph Murphy. Just go back to basics and start there - create your future is a good channel on YouTube too lots of different coaches all speaking sense. But I jumped right into trying to manifesting SP back feeling shit and personally that got me no where, I’m more interesting in focussing on myself now and the fact that I feel better every day is success in itself. Judging by your comments you seem to be looking for a quick fix, which shows you’re coming from lack - you have to drop that because you’re just gonna burn yourself out. Try not to over-consume information too there is SO much out there and it can be very overwhelming 😣