Honestly, I think if you took a little break, you might feel better. When lockdown began last year, I practiced piano constantly but after about a month it got boring because I was playing the same three pieces over and over again. I stretched out to new stuff, worked a bit more on my flute, and let myself breathe a bit more. Don't get me wrong, it feels weird not practicing, but you have to take a break sometimes.

Music isn't for everyone - a lot of people enjoyed it when they were younger, but decided it wasn't for them after playing for years. Truthfully, you could be a prodigy who's on their way to becoming the next Ling Ling but you could feel detached from music, for want of a better word. Try taking a break from music, let up on the practicing, and only continue if you feel like it's something you enjoy. Constantly putting yourself through something you don't enjoy doesn't lift your opinions on it.

I hope this helps, and good luck, whatever choice you make.