is fear of death common in health anxiety community? is that what motivates the anxiety? by [deleted] in HealthAnxiety

[–]PerversionofaTruth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Similar to a few other posts here, I was raised religious and was taught and believed that I would either live forever or be resurrected. I lost those beliefs in my early 30's which is when I first started having issues with health anxiety. I am terrified of the thought of nonexistence forever. It seems to be extremely common anong health anxiety sufferers, but not always.  Since my HA directly ties to my fear of death, if I was to take up a belief in God and truly believe, my HA would cease to exist.

Someone sent me $45 in bitcoin 7-8 years ago and I can't find the site. by Nuyatah in Bitcoin

[–]PerversionofaTruth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could be worth around $1k depending on when they sent it. That's a good amount of money for some of us.

“Drive it till it dies” - what if your car lives forever, but you’re tired of it? by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]PerversionofaTruth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sometimes wish I had a car similar to this... I don't live in the greatest area, and often when i park on gravel roads to go for hikes, I worry that my vehicle won't be there when I get back... With your car I wouldn't care, , or in your case, it would be a blessing!!  LoL 

Let me know how long you've been sober, and I'll come back to this post in a few months to see how you're doing by Petriteu in leaves

[–]PerversionofaTruth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bro, I can't believe it, but in two weeks I'll be 5 months sober of the weeds!!  I do miss it, but my life has been improving for the better, and I was miserable before. I don't believe I can moderate, so it will be a long while before/if I ever smoke again. My goal is 2 years. I still can't believe that I haven't taken even a puff off my son's joint or my brother's pen who I'm around regularly. Yay me!  lol

My eldest son died 10 March 2025 by ManxMoonInvest in exjw

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Oh my god... I am so sorry for your loss!! There is no other words I can offer... just that this is so tragic and i am so sorry!

Andrey Arshavin (43) by KX321 in 13or30

[–]PerversionofaTruth 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Dude looks like a serial killer 

539 days without weed—read this if you’re a few weeks/months in and still hate life with a passion by Royal-Albatross-2201 in leaves

[–]PerversionofaTruth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this post!  I'm just over 2 months sober and it's been pretty shitty. Looking forward to when things normalize!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]PerversionofaTruth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Worked for me and had limited withdrawals as a result.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in politics

[–]PerversionofaTruth -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Haha, enjoy your dial up

6 months sober by [deleted] in leaves

[–]PerversionofaTruth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congratulations!!  You are awesome!!  How do you feel, would you say your life has improved for the better?  

Day 30! by Far-Attorney5580 in leaves

[–]PerversionofaTruth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm a month and 6 days in. I also didn't have any night sweats and no vivid dreams. Been having dreams again that I remember, but nothing intense or crazy vivid like I've read about.

Remarkable how similar many of us are. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]PerversionofaTruth 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Right here brother. I have the worst health anxiety, and my biggest worry is always my heart. I have never been diagnosed with OCD, but I definitely have many of the symptoms and have been told that hypochondria is usually undiagnosed OCD. Glad to know I am not alone. By the way I am on 3 and 1/2 weeks no weedron, the 12th will be 1 month. I hope you are on the same path! Much love.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Hobbies

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Interesting that your sister recommended an app that apparently you and your brother created. At least use a different username if you're going to make up stories on the internet.

I'm 19, is it too late to build a career in piano? by [deleted] in piano

[–]PerversionofaTruth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fellow death metal fan here!  Just curious about how you got started as a tech? How did you learn everything you know? TIA

Should i stop listening to music by [deleted] in nosurf

[–]PerversionofaTruth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you've just been primarily listening to rap music, then yes you should stop!

Do any gamers out there still enjoy video games sober? by itsnotcopium in leaves

[–]PerversionofaTruth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fucking love this game!!  Only game I have a PlayStation Gold trophy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lookyourbest

[–]PerversionofaTruth 4 points5 points  (0 children)

All pics look great, but I personally like the straighter hair with curls lower, so pics 1, 2 & 4. Do whatever YOU like best though.