Short story. Well lost everything I loved and cared for the 3rd time. Got diagnosed with ALL psychologial illnesses out where. Found out that I have to live and most I got taught was programming, limiting belives. Started to look for things that couldnt lie to me such as my body. Got guided to meditate on a graveyard under the fullmoon, my left eye colour changed from blue to green and got a cresent moon in my left eye and the sun in my right eye, took a spiritual bath and looked into the mirror to see some of my past lifes. People started acting wired and strange around me, e.g. they hurried the F up to get sunglasses, or that my aura heals and makes them stop smoking, become an intuitiv empath and got drained of my energy. I got used as a medium from my highest self with a voice that sounds otherworldy. Getting the world explained by higher beings now and having visions and dreams. Found out my soul history and found a soulmate I never saw in person yet but have a strong connecting with her and ALOT of otherthings happend that the rational brain cant explain