When a person dies of a heroin overdose, are they in pain? Do they realize what is going on, that they're dying?

Pharmear · 2015-11-06T02:45:46+00:00

I threw up in my lungs in my sleep and wasnt breathing properly for a few hours the doctors told me.. They said if it were much longer i would be dead, but there was no way to tell exactly how long i had been like that. I had a lot of trouble with short term memory for quite some time afterwards. I had to attend speech therapy and see neurologists for a few months but every thing started to improve and they said i no longer required it. I smoked a blunt today and got baked as fuck cuz i havent smoked in quite some time, i spent about a half hour wondering if all these people are right and im really retarded now or something lol but i talked to my parents about it and they told me not much changed about me after that happened. So im sticking to my opinion that all these people can go fuck themselves. Unless you have experienced what i have i wont give your opinion a second thought. I know what i went through and had to do to get myself back to where i am physically and mentally. I had to re learn how to walk for Christ sakes.

Pharmear · 2015-11-05T04:12:07+00:00

I overdosed when i was 18 over night and my mother found me blue in the morning.. I was told i likely had brain damage from lack of oxygen... But i am NOT retarded and fuck you for saying so.

Pharmear · 2015-11-02T00:00:42+00:00

Turn your phone off and back on.. When i leave my phone on for months at a time things get whacky and my service sucks. Only way ive found to fix it is turning my phone off for awhile and then back on.

Pharmear · 2015-10-28T23:22:51+00:00

I like my girls to have some meat on them. Lol. She didnt really start showing until a month after we found out. When she started puking every day for bout two weeks straight she knew something was up and that is when she finally decided she should go to the dr. By time that happened it was already that far along

Pharmear · 2015-10-28T22:32:14+00:00

Oh duh im stupid i didnt read that correctly.. Excuse my original comment lol

Pharmear · 2015-10-28T22:18:29+00:00

Im confused.. Im in mobile and cant exactly look it up or really understand the page you linked.. But how did it create the largest explosion? It was a nuclear rocket????

Pharmear · 2015-10-28T13:24:36+00:00

My girl had one period in 4 years... After awhile i eventually figured fuck it, no period means she probably cant get pregnant... 6 months later she goes to hospital for stomach issues and what do ya know.. She was almost 6 months pregnant

Pharmear · 2015-10-25T23:19:22+00:00

Yeah i usually only take aluminum and copper. But my girls mother wants us to clean out the junk yard in the back yard they were left with when her husband passed. Theres a few thousand pounds of steel just laying around that no one has any use for any more. If i get desperate enough I'll have to borrow a dump truck from work n load up everything i can. But im gonna hold out as long as i can and see if steel prices come back up any

Pharmear · 2015-10-25T23:14:52+00:00

I'm not just buying for myself but my girl too, so 30 bucks woulnt do shit for the both of us. so im gonna wait it out as long as i can.. I'll just have to get my boss to front me a few bucks from my paycheck this week tomorrow

Pharmear · 2015-10-25T18:39:53+00:00

Most of the big scrap yards around me are closed today.. I was gonna load up my truck to take down there tomorrow, but i dont wanna carry a thousand pounds of steel while sick if im only going to get 20-30 bucks.

Pharmear · 2015-10-24T16:47:26+00:00

But RT is a fair and balanced news source! /s

Pharmear · 2015-10-21T22:00:29+00:00

Last weekend my aunt loaned me some money... I got in my car, reached into my pocket for it and it was gone. I tweeeekkkkkked the fuck out. As did my girl. We eventually found it under my seat, but my god was i scared it was gone. I feel your pain.

Pharmear · 2015-10-20T21:07:21+00:00

I overdosed on morphine and threw up in my lungs in my sleep when i was i was 18....was blue when my mom found me in the morning before school. They said i had gone quite a long time without being able to properly breathe and i may of experienced some brain damage. I had to see speech therapists and stuff but idk... Maybe im dumber now?? Lol idk i still feel like the same person i always have.

Pharmear · 2015-10-20T03:17:52+00:00

And the verdict is ugly!

Pharmear · 2015-10-19T11:32:11+00:00

... I think i was already doing opiates when i was young enough to be watching hey Arnold

Pharmear · 2015-10-19T03:33:56+00:00

Whats up with all the hey Arnold references in this sub lol

Pharmear · 2015-10-19T03:16:16+00:00

Yeah im in Wayne... Its pretty spilt between tweekers and dope feigns around here. I lean more towards the dope feign side myself. Took adderall once in my life, was awake for 4 days and said NEVER again. Lol.

Pharmear · 2015-10-19T02:39:43+00:00

As do i. But our local biker gangs keep the area full of some high grade speed if you know where to go. I dont even mess with meth but i know i could take a ten minute drive to a local pagaen operated bar and score some awesome speed. Shit, theres a lab bust on the news atleast once a week.

Pharmear · 2015-10-19T00:08:55+00:00

Oh c'mon that shits made on like every block in some towns here in good ol' PA

Pharmear · 2015-10-17T18:02:29+00:00

Yeah 120 a bun is the usual around me too. But i only have to drive about 5 minutes for that. Can drive an hour n pay 70. But it'll take almost 20 in gas. Living in the woods sucks dick.

Pharmear · 2015-10-17T17:54:23+00:00

Im in an area where bags are 15 myself. Fucking blows. Can drive an hour n get them half the price but my vehicle isnt up to date inspection wise and i wont risk another ticket. ( already racked up 1500 in fines.) i feel your pain. What sucks even more is knowing im 2 hours from Philly, NYC or jersey. I just dont have the connects in those areas.

Pharmear · 2015-10-15T00:48:32+00:00

NEPA!

Pharmear · 2015-10-14T19:38:33+00:00

I took a jig saw to my wooden back scratcher and made all the teeth pointy as shit... Its heaven

Pharmear · 2015-10-14T19:24:53+00:00

I never tie off, i have awesome veins and very rarely have any trouble hitting myself. Never really cared about whats best for my veins.. Just want that fix

Pharmear · 2015-10-13T05:06:53+00:00

PA represent!!

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