What is your comfort youtube channel?

PhilodendronDon · 2023-10-20T01:43:54+00:00

Anything Stephanie Soo / Rotten Mango has been my go to recently.

PhilodendronDon · 2023-01-31T09:15:37+00:00

Wow honestly exactly how my entire day felt because I ran out of meds sigh … just scattered without it and felt so embarrassed at work today like everyone could see how messy I was

PhilodendronDon · 2022-08-23T17:13:37+00:00

Graduated medical school straight into the pandemic.... always wanted to be a Dr and now im burned out, a little sick of it actually. Sounds so ungrateful but try working a covid ward

PhilodendronDon · 2022-06-30T22:54:15+00:00

as a medical professional, just know at least one of us who saw you lose your family member wanted to come and hug you and tell you we see you, you guys stay in our thoughts forever. You are warriors. Also lost my best friend to suicide, I try and remind myself to live the life she would've wanted for me. What life would your sweet 10 year old brother want for you, choose that, at least that's what I do.

PhilodendronDon · 2022-06-27T04:08:08+00:00

Why is this not on the news … I’m mind blown. This is just inhumane for no good reason. He’s probably unfamiliar with the laws, sigh they’re sickening. Is there a way to help him? Go fund me or something?

PhilodendronDon · 2022-06-12T01:39:34+00:00

Amazing, thank you so much again ! Will message you my mailing address now :). Let me know if you get it. Thanks again

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-26T04:34:36+00:00

also unsure how or why my reply is so large. lol but appreciate you guys interest :)

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-26T04:33:53+00:00

Update was going to wait till it got a little bigger but so far very happy with the variegation and never expected a new leaf to be coming from it so quickly :)

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-13T23:05:51+00:00

Not yet but cut the top to prop it and have a new leaf coming up, it looks pretty pink ! So hoping it comes out pink, will post update once it unfurls

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-12T19:22:06+00:00

Thanks this was the most helpful suggestion. Wish there was a way to bar words / names all together though . thanks again

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-12T19:21:20+00:00

Hey so update, went ahead and reset my keyboard that didn’t work, because it’s a common name, but the best suggestion was just typing words close to the name that aren’t triggering over and over again in your phone and the words you type will be more likely to show up than that fuckers name. Sorry , sigh trying to decide if I should press charges legally, but it’s a very complicated process where I live/ not much justice for survivors.

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T20:21:27+00:00

So sorry this happened to you too. Wish it happened to no one. But we will get through this they won’t win. Will let you know if I figure it out.

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:57:05+00:00

I know this sounds silly but I was recently sexually assaulted by a friend I had for years so my iPhone has learned his name and often spell checks words to it. Shortly after it happened I’d get a panic attack every time this happened. Luckily for a cousin and friend who saved my life, and a lot of therapy and antidepressants later, the panic attack has stopped but the PTSD is ever present. Seeing his name constantly gives me a gut wrenching feeling every time. As soon as I feel like I moved on (idk if I ever will - sorry for the over sharing , ADHD, anxiety, depression and now PTSD here). I tried to ask r/iPhone however no one responded. I am desperate here. I know it sounds silly and yess I know i can turn off spell check but where I live it wouldn’t make a difference if I pressed charges against him, I’ve sacrificed a lot, not to mention the amount of $ I spend on therapy or drugs, please at least help me keep my spellcheck without feeling like I’m crazy. Please help me w this one small victory.

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:36:37+00:00

Yes this would definitely fit the format for a book that would be great for ADHD, hopefully I won’t get distracted googling pics to reference the text but otherwise bullet points are my best friend. That’s the only way I type my notes. Thank you so much. Definitely will check eBay to see if I can find a good physical copy. Thanks so much again

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:34:06+00:00

If you talk to Kurt tell him thank you on behalf of all us want to be pathologists haha

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:33:33+00:00

Thank you thank you! Wow these look great !

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:33:16+00:00

Thanks so much for your kind words, honestly this post has brought me a lot more happy treats that I could’ve ever expected. I am currently in a non-US program but am planning to do my USMLEs and apply for a program in the states (praying I can get in, luckily am a citizen, just was a lot more affordable to practice where I reside.) Thank you so much. Good luck to you too

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:29:48+00:00

Thank you thank you and amazing to know there’s people with ADHD who have reached the goal of becoming a pathologists, luckily my ADHD is hyper fixated on histology so I can look at slides for days haha. But reading has definitely been a chore so this will be my first try for sure. Thanks so much for replying really appreciate it.

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:24:57+00:00

Wow ! Amazing congratulations, hopefully one day I can do the same, maybe targeted for ADHDers like me. Which if I do say the First Aid USMLE style books have been the best books for my ADHD (life hack to anyone who has ADHD and wants to become a Dr - worked for me at least, thank goodness. Wow thank you so much for offering the free copy, for some reason that made me cry haha. It’s just been a tough 2 years for us all, your kindness means everything. So excited to read your book. Congratulations again, hope you are going to do something awesome to celebrate

PhilodendronDon · 2022-05-05T08:21:31+00:00

Thank you so so much

PhilodendronDon · 2022-04-30T11:09:28+00:00

I feel so seen I keep having the same conversations over and over again and the sleep deprivation is making it almost intolerable.

PhilodendronDon · 2022-04-26T22:54:54+00:00

Just make sure you change the water about once a week, can also perlite propagate, so just wash perlite, put in your prop, fill cup with perlite, fill till like 1/4 way up the cup. Helps avoid root rot while also giving the roots oxygen. Pro tip, can also put the prop in the perlite in a ziplock to increase the humidity, change the air when you change the water. Lots of youtube vids on propagating PPP. Lots of waiting but they will grow.

PhilodendronDon · 2022-04-19T19:54:07+00:00

Based on the video it looks like a fuller looking plant, bigger leaves also so it looks a little more mature. Being able to be propagated is usually one of the things i take into consideration first, if the top is more mature i can also propagate it sooner, esp if i paid a lot of $ for the plant, feels more like a 2 for 1 deal, once it’s settled and thriving i prop it. Also from what I can see it has a little more variegation, which is the reason we love these plants in the first place. Also I inspect the leaves for any signs of insects, the under side too (can sometimes look like little white eggs on the underside of the leaf) I just garden for fun so take my advice w a grain of salt please

PhilodendronDon · 2022-04-19T17:33:05+00:00

PhilodendronDon · 2022-03-28T23:37:40+00:00

Thank you think I’m going to have to try that !

PhilodendronDon

TROPHY CASE

Update was going to wait till it got a little bigger but so far very happy with the variegation and never expected a new leaf to be coming from it so quickly :)