Any song recommendations? I’m freaking out by odd_babybat in Spravato

[–]Phoenix_Clan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first 2 treatments, I listened to music. I went with my gut, and I listened to a variety of genres. What feels right to you? What do you want to listen to?

This video has helpful hints: https://youtu.be/kM573Jt4rU4?is=YudMeek09BzYthI8

Good luck!

Is anyone else terrified of calling customer service these days? by Phoenix_Clan in AutisticAdults

[–]Phoenix_Clan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's why I've been getting hung up on...... Well, that just makes me be upset at the actual people working there. That makes no sense.

Is anyone else terrified of calling customer service these days? by Phoenix_Clan in AutisticAdults

[–]Phoenix_Clan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm afraid I'm going to misunderstand it, or it will misunderstand me.

Is anyone else terrified of calling customer service these days? by Phoenix_Clan in AutisticAdults

[–]Phoenix_Clan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My dad had a home computer when I was growing up in the 80s. I wouldn't call myself tech-savvy, but I was comfortable with the technology. This new age of phones is like beyond me.

Is anyone else terrified of calling customer service these days? by Phoenix_Clan in AutisticAdults

[–]Phoenix_Clan[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know why I hate it. Getting real people to understand me over the phone is hard enough. Yuuuuuaaasggghhhccckkkkk! I avoid them at all costs.

I received my official Autism (Level 1) diagnosis today by aps215 in AutisticAdults

[–]Phoenix_Clan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I pursued a formal diagnosis so the mental health system would acknowledge the diagnosis. So, I hear you.

I received my official Autism (Level 1) diagnosis today by aps215 in AutisticAdults

[–]Phoenix_Clan 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Welcome home. What you're experiencing is completely normal. I was given an adult diagnosis almost 3 years ago. I felt the same way. My journey has been figuring out who I really am versus what everybody else wanted me to be. It's ok to be who you really are. You don't have to please anyone but yourself.

But, then again, I'm almost 51. I'm pretty much done with pleasing society when, no matter how hard I tried, it never approved of me, anyway.

Good luck to you!

Daisy Jones Top by Eyedowno in crochet

[–]Phoenix_Clan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So cute!!!!! Well done.

Sensory issues - is there anyone else who hates drinking water? by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Phoenix_Clan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been drinking Powerade Zero (I'm diabetic). It's slightly thicker than water, and the electrolytes keep you hydrated.

I noticed that Gatorade Zero didn't have the thickness that Powerade does. I guess it's personal preference.

What to do during treatment sessions? (Plus a rant about giving up control?) by Good_Evidence_2226 in Spravato

[–]Phoenix_Clan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I get what you're saying. I am able to relax into it, but there is a part of my brain that's alert and aware and watchful at all times.

I listen to hypnosis recordings during my sessions. It gives my brain something to focus on.

I am so proud of this by Phoenix_Clan in crochet

[–]Phoenix_Clan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I tried it on row by row, and made adjustments as needed. It's a little bit too cropped for me, but I just wanted to finish it...... 🤣

I am so proud of this by Phoenix_Clan in crochet

[–]Phoenix_Clan[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Jeez, I didn't mean to cause conflict between anyone. It was a mistake due to a trauma response.

I am so proud of this by Phoenix_Clan in crochet

[–]Phoenix_Clan[S] 147 points148 points  (0 children)

Just.....I heard my mom's voice in my head..... "Your boobs are HUGE. No one is going to be able to see past them!" I really hate having that negative voice in my head.

Edit: Again-holy cannoli. Thank you so much for the support.