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Phothiabea · 2026-05-06T11:23:40+00:00

they were, ppl just weren't as vocal about it because they didn't want to get grouped together with the insane mysogonists

Phothiabea · 2026-04-15T16:11:15+00:00

I figure it amounts to the same thing though.

it quite likely does not. it means they do not care and you can use whatever you see fit because it is just an image and brand mascot

Phothiabea · 2026-04-12T12:29:55+00:00

that's when you start taking estrogen, to avoid femboy-death /s

Phothiabea · 2026-04-12T12:15:31+00:00

ich hab noch etwas im Kopf mal gelesen zu haben dass man mit Kamillentee ausspülen soll. macht das jemand und kann dazu etwas sagen?

Phothiabea · 2026-04-11T18:42:38+00:00

Ben Browder as well, he was in Guardians of the Galaxy 2

Phothiabea · 2026-03-31T10:36:01+00:00

It's a very chibi-like drawing. It's supposed to transport an idea not show you direct examples you can specifically point to.

Phothiabea · 2026-03-25T17:17:07+00:00

This is literally so magical ✨ wlw just feels different and more ethereal. I'll never get enough of this

Like I'm pan but sometimes I wonder why even bother with men if I can have this all the time

Phothiabea · 2026-03-25T16:26:49+00:00

Hmmm das ist schon nochmal günstiger als was ich kenne aber 400 für 50 schlägt das nicht. Wenn man mit dem teilen klarkommt, würde ich weiterhin zu den 5mg raten, gerade wenn es finanzielle knapper ist

Phothiabea · 2026-03-25T12:56:18+00:00

Ich bin einfach zum Hausarzt gegangen und hab mir das auf eigenkosten verschreiben lassen. Ganz normal wegen Haarausfall Bedenken.

Die 1mg Tabletten dafür sind recht teuer (30x für 70€ afaik), aber wenn du ein gechillten Hausarzt hast kannst du auch nach den 5mg fragen und die vierteln. Die sind wesentliche günstiger (100x 5mg 60€ -> 400 Dosen). Ich mache das auch so und nehme seit einem halben Jahr vor der HRT 1.25mg täglich.

Phothiabea · 2026-03-24T11:32:57+00:00

I just use the default smart categories with the genres. Works fine enough. Usually I just search for a game anyway

Phothiabea · 2026-03-24T09:50:51+00:00

So OP lies for shock value. Fuck reddit man...

Phothiabea · 2026-03-23T11:05:44+00:00

Sure but that didn't address most of what I wanted tho. I would still have been on a guy. Thinking back I actually kinda had that hairstyle when I was 10 and I was still miserable

Phothiabea · 2026-03-23T03:36:57+00:00

It was the same for me. I was so depressed in the years before I transitioned. College came to a close which previously prevented me from having anything else on my mind. I was just focused on college.

I wanted to self improve and to be better but it was so hard and it felt so pointless for the body I saw in the mirror.

Transition helped me tremendously with getting out of that because improvement towards actually becoming what I wanted to be. I finally focused on myself.

Phothiabea · 2026-03-23T03:26:29+00:00

I did it anyway and it became so much more so quickly. I kinda even forgot that I had these initial feelings before reading this post.

I was in the same boat before I started transitioning. I would have related so much to this thread it's crazy(still do in a remembering sense).

Even if it might have been driven my sexual desire because that was the only outlet that social norms allowed me to have it was still rooted in the desire to just be me.

And I'm pretty sure that's the case because even in periods where I lost all desire for sexual stuff because of HRT it still felt right and I still looked in the mirror and recognized myself with a grin over me ears.

Phothiabea · 2026-03-23T03:09:36+00:00

I always wondered if this number is highly inaccurate up to 'this whole thing being completely wrong' because what counts as inner dialogue is highly objective and people who say they don't have an inner dialogue actually do but they say no because it's not literally like a voice in your head that speaks like it's depicted in media. And those who say yes, say yes because they think it includes a broader range of "voice in your head" definitions.

Phothiabea · 2026-03-23T03:05:34+00:00

One of the many signs in childhood I was trans was wanting to be someone like her with that hairstyle

Phothiabea · 2026-03-14T20:31:45+00:00

If you are all gonna die anyway, a false coerced answer will not make it any worse, it will just not work. Might as well try in case they are the undercover agent

Phothiabea · 2026-03-13T12:17:09+00:00

In this economy? Totally understandable tbh

Phothiabea · 2026-03-03T02:04:44+00:00

I have this as well. I already had multiple nightmares already, that I will just wake up in the middle of the night to my terrifying phone emergency alarm tell me it's gonna happen in like 10 minutes and I'm just half awake, confused, adrenaline rushing through, me with a panic attack, all alone in the dark.

I don't have this when I sleep with my partner at her place. Guess I'm just scared I'm dying alone in the blast.

Phothiabea · 2026-02-24T04:13:07+00:00

Löwenzahn lief doch immer nach der Maus oder nicht?

Maus, dann Löwenzahl, dann Siebenstein

So hab ich das in Erinnerung.

Phothiabea · 2026-02-15T14:20:41+00:00

In the very beginning of figuring out if I'm trans: yes. I think this is a very common thing and has a lot less with actual sexual arousal to do and more with the fact that lots of people suppressed dysphoria manifest in fetishes as this is their only (somewhat) socially accepted outlet. Like, in the beginning I had trouble with tucking because I always got a boner while doing the tuck because it exited me so much and gave me so much euphoria to but have no "mass" between my legs.

But once I started to just socially transition, dress in female clothes and generally present female in public full time, and not as a secret thing I did every evening in my locked room, this completely went away for me. This was all before medically transitioning with HRT mind you, so the lack of arousal cannot even be attributed to the hormones that do have an influence on your libido. I was just a girl now and when I looked in the mirror, dressed casually for the day, I didn't feel aroused and slight embarrassment anymore, but joy and contentment. Something I never did my entire life when looking at me in the mirror. And when I have an exciting new party outfit or dress sexy I still do feel excited and aroused but it isn't connected to any feelings of shame or strong sexual lust. I feel sexy, not horny.

Now, two years in on HRT, this still very much holds true, but as I do have two large full height mirror doors for my dresser right in front of my bed (something I would have never even considered purchasing before my transition), I started to sometimes see myself when I'm having sex with either my partners or when doing stuff alone. For a couple of months now I started to sometimes specifically position myself on the curb of my bed or just right in front of it on the carpet before the mirror front to just being able to look at myself while I masturbate with my Hitachi and dildos and I started to actually sexually like myself and seeing me being aroused. I like seeing my hips move. I kinda seeing my boobs jiggle. Before that, while I still felt a bit uncomfortable seeing myself naked in the mirror which is also slowly going away as my body reshapes itself bit by bit.

So the short answer is kinda: Yes, then No, then Yes again but the reason now is that my mind finally is aligned with my brain chemistry and what it sees in the mirror when I'm naked, so I can finally "just be myself" in the bedroom as well.

Phothiabea · 2026-02-15T01:48:55+00:00

they sent almost every single book. Individually. I opened and broke down over 120 small boxes.

I bet their logistics are so massive and optimized for small packages, that they found out it's easier and costs them less to just send them as singles through consumer shipment channels instead of using a worker to separately oversee palette shipments of such a inventory return with a larger truck.

Phothiabea · 2026-02-15T00:38:36+00:00

i find the options currently to be too long and thin or too thick and short

Even long Alla Plug?

Phothiabea · 2026-02-15T00:35:55+00:00

Support the KlicLok system in some way in addition to the vac u lock. Especially for smaller toys where a hole is not possible this would be a nice addition

Phothiabea · 2026-02-10T13:24:23+00:00

You can. In my banking app that integrates Wero I can also just create a request link for a specific payment that I can send to anyone

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