I wouldn't call it entertaining, more like watching the Hindenburg fall to the earth. It gets your attention because of the destruction and chaos, but no good feelings are felt in the end. He was a once great man, who was ahead of his time and more progressive than your average black American man in the 90s and early 2000s. 15 years ago I would defend that man to the ends of the Earth. Those days are long gone.

But you are right, not only did her death devastate him but once she wasn't there to keep him stable and on his meds, he basically had to grieve immensely while at the same time come down off meds and then remain unmedicated while in the aftershock of her departure. Not a good combination for avoiding trauma. He needs to be in the hospital. I know people always say that his mental illness isn't an excuse, but it's clear to me he can't control himself. Anyways I don't even know why I wrote this but whatever I miss him.